Tea Shortage, Mask Arguments, and Mark Outreach Pressure Collided

April 2, 2020

I spent the day fighting scarcity and irritation at once, with tea pride, mask logic, outreach pressure, and the sense that Covid had turned every small shortage into a bigger argument.

Thu 2 Apr

9:30 a.m.

I'm so sleepy. I drink a lot of tea. I really like tea. I'm sad we're running low on Earl Grey Tea and Peanut butter. My mum's not like me, she never stocked up like. I'll work on my email to Mark Webber soon. I need breakfast.

11:00 a.m.

I did a few things. I replied to a few emails. My email to Mark Webber is very difficult. I'm happy to do it, it's building my business.

I think Mark Wiens and also Sonny Side at Best Ever Food Review Show endangered a lot of people by presenting Iran in a positive light. If people go there and get murdered, it's their fault, it was a very careless, wicked and cruel mistake.

11:15 a.m.

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11:30 a.m.

I'm getting breakfast. I like my pork sausages.

12:00 p.m.

I'm really feeling tired. My head is aching. I love my pork sausages. I love sausages in Sri Lanka. It's the only food I like here (besides mud crab), it must be unhealthy, dunno wtf they put in it, but Jesus Christ, it tastes amazing.

12:45 p.m.

I have a head ache. I'm so tired.

1:15 p.m.

I hate to read anti Trump stuff. I'm annoyed Madam Ho Ching's friend Alvin ████ is always writing s*** about Trump all the time. I think it causes a headache, but I learn to be more objective.

I'm going to read less from him. I don't want to talk to Dutch Burgher Union president Stephen Labrooy because he's also a Trump hater. He's a Freemason and likes to sit next to and talk to me.

1:30 p.m.

I'm sad Daniel █████████, my barber left to England. I saw the new trailer for Billions and I just remembered how he cut my hair just like Damian Lewis or Bobby Axelrod. Daniel was gay, and I want to show support by befriending persecuted minorities.

4:30 p.m.

I gave my brother 5 or 6 PS4 games of mine to play. I also had lunch with him. He doesn't like to have lunch with me. I gave him Fifa something, Metal Gear Solid Snake 5, Horizon Zero Dawn, some Call of Duty, Star Wars Battlefront, Uncharted 4 Thief's End and something. It was a nice thing to do.

I'm very slow to write my email to Mark Webber. I need to write faster. It's just that this whole Covid-19 thing has changed the way I conduct business. I'm still trying to figure out whether we can do a virtual meeting or whatever. When I was lying on the ground, my elbow got scratched, I applied Betadine.

Lal uncle or Lal Loku Thathi messaged me on WhatsApp in response to me asking if he's okay during this mess. He's a nice guy even though he stole money and has paid for it big time. I don't know, I don't genuinely hate anybody.

6:00 p.m.

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6:45 p.m.

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8:00 p.m.

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Or I don't know. I think these are just the bullshit things that I come up with. I probably will never do it. It's quite stupid. It's probably just bad flashbacks. That must be it.

8:15 p.m.

I don't know. Maybe inability to trust anybody is good for business. I'm the biggest snake over here. I noticed a comment I made had been hidden, I copy pasted it lol.

Either it got reported or I hid it, it's likely a report takedown. Even if it's reported, as it's a private profile page, I'll get away with it despite reports.

I'm getting hungry. I wonder what's for dinner. This coronavirus quarantine is boring as hell. When can we get over with it already?

I decided to restrict a number of friends on Facebook. I think over time, I'll just keep restricting off people more and more, I just can't trust anyone.

8:30 p.m.

Yes, I think this is just the best exercise ever. This hehehe is a lot of fun. I just have to defend myself against all my enemies. I'm so happy I targeted and restricted people off my life.

The more I restrict, the more free I'll be.. I don't trust Chandrin because his mum said she's friends or at least knew Deepa aunty. That's a bit too much. I dunno.

I'm probably being a bit too harsh. I dunno.. I just have to let them leave. I can't have it. I want my friend count down to 200.

I thought about it. I decided I don't care. If I had the choice to unfriending everyone and adding Ho Ching or Mark Zuckerberg, I'd do it in a heartbeat. That's because I hate people and I just don't care, I only trust in business.

9:15 p.m.

I'm so sleepy and hungry now. I'll go downstairs and see what's cooking. I'm so tired. The 30mg of ███████████ can really sedate me like crazy.

9:30 p.m.

I had a great dinner. I had soup from Great Wall restaurant the sweetcorn and chicken soup. I had chicken sausages. I had roast paan bread. It was good. I weigh 46 kg. I'm going to sleep. I'm tired. I should be a good person.

10:15 p.m.

In this world, I can show you there's a devil, Satan is there. But I can't prove there's a G-d. That's just the way it is. I dunno, I got a lot of stuff. Maybe G-d is there. Maybe He works in mysterious ways.

Mon 30 Mar

10:30 a.m.

I woke up and spoke with Anupama █████████, who's at Voice of Asia, for about 1 hour re: business. He knows Anika ██████████, a director, and the popular Tharaka ███████, a senior manager, at Sampath Bank.

At NDB he also knows a VP of the treasury and Dimantha, the CEO's secretary, which can come in handy to meet them and get support.

I think it's going to go away. I'll recover because I realise it's not something I want in my life. I hate my dad. I'm glad he's gone. I want less dishonest people like that in my life. I'm glad and happy with the way things are going.

I just saw

I just have zero tolerance. I have no patience for anyone. I don't tolerate anything. I don't care. This is just the way I have learned to see and adapt to and live in this kind of hellish world. I don't see how I could survive if not for these strategies. I'll just end up unhappy.

10:45 a.m.

12:00 p.m.

I'm going to try help end this Palestine Israel conflict. I love Jews and Muslims. It seems to me that they're brothers who circumcise, don't eat pork and so many similarities, but Satan has tricked them to despise one another.

What I understood was Israel stole land that belonged to Palestine, and then they retaliated. It's illegal settlements. On the other hand, Palestinians are blinded by anger and aren't interested in even eating at the same table.

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I'm not sure what to make of the Iran situation. I love how Trump tried to solve North Korea. It seems to work, best is to forgive past trespasses. A fair deal is to give Parsi Zoroastrian people a higher place in Iran. They're good with the US and west, and so, they can develop Iran disproportionately.

2:45 p.m.

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I think generally, out of about 5,000 friends, I've decided to be friends with only 500. Right now, I have 680 friends. I would like that number to be reduced to 200 or 50. It's a vicious, unfair process in unfriending people, so, I'm slow.

The way I see it, I'm already a business leader and I'm serving all the possible customers. I've got 37 enterprise customers. I have money and power and above everything: brains. I don't need, want or like too many people.

People only want to be friends with celebrities, politicians or business people for favours, money or fame as they're just insecure. Since my family operates 200+ betting shops islandwide, I bet people have sad reasons to befriend me.

3:00 p.m.

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It's not like a question of whether Stevie Wonder can see or is blind. If it's an organisational setup, you can actually block users from writing comments or liking or anything, welcome to the real world.

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3:15 p.m.

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3:30 p.m.

I changed my webmaster login security credentials. I remembered using Puthula akki's laptop. This could've been dangerous. I changed the password. This will prevent any kind of security breach or hack. Or at least, make it considerably more difficult.

5:30 p.m.

Jesus Christ, this coronavirus is getting out of hand. I'm feeling scared now. I'm so hurt to see so much death. I can't believe these things are happening. I feel so sick in the stomach. What a terrible problem. I lost a lot of respect for Donald Trump for screwing up this crisis, the guy's a f***ing clown.

5:45 p.m.

I checked. He can't do anything. He's powerless. No point blaming anyone now. Best is to be positive. He understood the danger and updated.

8:00 p.m.

I sent well wishes to a few people on my WhatsApp.

10:00 p.m.

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RIP Adam Schlesinger

https://youtu.be/dZLfasMPOU4

BBC News - Adam Schlesinger: Stacy’s Mom songwriter dies aged 52 with coronavirus

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/entertainment-arts-52132840

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