I Chased Cake, Zoom Doubts, and a Flash of Space Hope

April 6, 2020

I spent the day craving cake and better food, doubting Zoom, juggling the Mark Webber meeting, and letting space and comfort fantasies briefly cut through flashbacks and family resentment.

Mon 6 Apr

9:45 a.m.

I really want cake. I love cake. I feel really sad without any cake for so long. I have flashbacks of how I was at a second cousin's wedding and I tried mud cake brownies at Cinnamon Grand with caramel and chocolate sauce, and then I got full.

I left, but I was so depressed that I couldn't pack and take some brownies home with me -- they were the best. My mum forced me to leave. I was going to stay back just for extra slices.

I have a WebEx meeting with Mark Webber at around 5:30 p.m. So, that'll be fun. I'll pretty much talk about my customer relationships. I have 38 enterprise customers. I'm talking to Mark to influence my partner agreement with SIERRA as he 2° knows their COO.

10:00 a.m.

I'm hungry today. I had a nice dream. I can't remember. I forgot. I think that yesterday I had a nightmare. It was a Muslim terrorist nightmare. I'm just going to take it easy today.

11:00 a.m.

I had peanut butter sandwiches for breakfast. My mum made me milk coffee. I'm feeling full now. I really slathered on the peanut butter and butter or fat spread on my toast. It was okay. It wasn't that great anymore.

After trying again and again, I don't like those foods. I wish I had Tesco Finest Chicken Penang with Jasmine Rice. That curry with coconut milk was amazing. It had many calories as well. I ate it twice or 4 times a week in England. I took out of freezer, popped in microwave and ate.

4:00 p.m.

*I hate lunch. I liked the mango curry that Simi nandi made for us ("me"). My mum made lamb. It was good.

I have a bad headache. I can't beat the alien boss in Zombies in Spaceland in Call of Duty Infinite Warfare. I tried two times, so, I gave up. I'm hoping Sohli Captain is okay during Covid-19. I really love Parsis. They're really good. I want justice for the Parsis. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I have to introduce my family to the Parsis so we can protect our friends. I want Ferhad Jamshed Nilgiriya and Sohli Captain and maybe Abans Pestonjee to really scare Jagath mami about terrorists. We don't want the terrorists to win over here.

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4:15 p.m.

Whenever I talk to Tamir Pardo or Robert Bigman, who I call Bob Bigman because we're friends now, and I'm so cool, or even Bentsi Ben Atar, i only ever say that the terrorists are like the zombies. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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I don't like Bentsi Ben Atar. He's not my friend, really. I don't genuinely like Tamir Pardo because he didn't invade Iran when Bibi (PM Benjamin Netanyahu) instructed him to do so. He screwed everything up. I don't understand why Bush didn't invade Iran too. If he did that, then it would've been "Mission Accomplished" for real.

*I don't like Bentsi Ben Atar because he wanted to do business with the terrorists*.

4:30 p.m.

I don't even really like the IDF. They told me they don't recruit people over the age of 25. I'm 26. After that, I was a bit apprehensive of them. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I was very sad. But then, I understood, I had better ways to do G-d's work.

Okay, enough positive self talk about dealing with the terrorists. I'll have to check my email to Mark Webber and then send at about 5:25 p.m., exactly 5 minutes before I speak with him. I have to discuss customer relationships.

4:45 p.m.

I should like stop my racist beliefs. I don't know how I think so angrily and fearfully about a group of people. A lot of them are my friends. I should befriend them and stuff. I shouldn't kick people out. They're not terrorists.

6:15 p.m.

I had a very good meeting. I really like Mark Webber. He's somebody I know, have a friendship with and trust. I love how the Americans really like and try to support me and my business.

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