Fri 10 Apr
2:15 p.m.
I was doing business work with Mark Webber and Daniel. I think we can get things done. I'm feeling a lot of body pain. I had 3 slices of toast with peanut butter. My head is aching.
Jagath mami has a beard, it's white, I told him it makes him look old. I hope he cuts it. Looks like bloody Moses. No need to look like an old man. I gave papaya to feed our birds as well. It's sweltering hot in Sri Lanka.
I love Roman Catholicism. I love the Catholics. I hate the terrorists. I love Parsis. I love Jews. I love whites, blacks, yellows, Buddhists, Jains, Hindus, everyone. I just feel scared to death of Muslims. I need to work on this.
This Easter thing it really makes me feel a lot. I don't know if Jesus was the son of G-d. But I believe in G-d. I feel scared. I feel for the Israelis having to deal with terrorists. They shouldn't grab Pali land, no need to antagonize them at all.
I saw videos of the bomb blast. It was sickening. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ They don't even eat with us any more. They're so distant. I'm scared of them.
It feels like G-d gave us Covid-19 to stop us from going to church. I can't believe that terrorist attack happened. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I was also going to go to All Saints Church down our road.
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2:30 p.m.
Haha what the f*** -- why do they want to bomb Sri Lanka? What the f*** did we ever do to them? Motherfuckers.██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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I only remember him saying very wisely, when there's a threat and you must deal with it and there's no other way to deal with it -- you should do it. Do I like it? No. But it has to be done. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
2:45 p.m.
To Alvin ██████ face, I'll just lie. I lie. I'm not pathological, but I think at this point, it's best to lie. No point telling the truth. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████████████
All of us have good Jewish friends. I love them. They're so bright. Jit Warnakulasuriya has friends who can get the last 100 dialed contacts off a SIM card. Chadu has them protecting Betss dot com and I have a lot of them as friends -- they suffer terrorist attacks every day.
3:45 p.m.
I don't know. I don't like racism. I should come up with better solutions. Peaceful, clever solutions. All of them aren't bad. There's good Muslims. I must find ways to help them also. I watched American History X and I just hate racism.
4:15 p.m.
I don't know if invading Iran is correct. Invading Iraq just destabilised and destroyed their Muslim people. I'm unsure. I dunno. It's better if I spend my energy finding better solutions to helping people.
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4:30 p.m.
The problem with war is that it's cowardly. There's a lot of innocent people who are maimed, tortured and killed. It's not just enemy combatants. Plus, it's all ideological.
If it's ideological, it should be solved with logic, reasoning and sense. I don't like how the sausage is made, I just love my pork sausages. These sorts of things need large teams and think tanks to sort out.
11:00 p.m.
I'm getting sleepy. I had pasta, with prawns, I don't like it so much. The seafood cold storage at Alpex Marine needs work. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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I just don't believe anyone addicted to anything is happy. That's not G-d's intent or plan or wish for us. I know it's just a matter of time till it's over. The nightmare will end. My life will always be an unfinished pyramid.