Death Anxiety, Prince Lyrics, and Soulful Detours on Thursday
April 23, 2020
Death anxiety sat over the day while I thought about trauma, Prince, soulfulness, and my own mortality, moving between flashbacks, porn guilt, and the hope that music could make the private dread feel bearable.
Thu 23 Apr
9:00 a.m.
Exhibit 6. Soulful
Stephen Labrooy asked me to go to their Dutch Burgher Union music event or something.
I claimed I don't sing because I don't have a singing voice (I'm just a bit extra shy).
And he told me it's not about the singing voice, it's about how soulfully you sing.
Nothing compares..
Nothing compares to that girl who blocked me he he hehe hic hic
hic hic hic hee hee hee
ha ha haha hahaha
HAHAHAHAHA
HEE HEE HAHAHA
HAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*wicked laughter*
*and there was much rejoicing*
It's been years and maybe months
Since you took your love away
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I went to Doctor Friedman and guess what he told me?
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Trevor said you better read Melanie Fennell's book (1999)
I read it, but she's a fool
'Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Overcoming-Low-Self-Esteem-2nd-behavioural/dp/1472119290
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Songwriters: Prince Rogers Nelson
Nothing Compares 2 U lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
P.S. "They" probably murdered Prince Rogers Nelson. It was very strange how he died in the way he did.
It must've been foul play.. a lot of people hated him for being a Christian. Prince defended his faith, antagonizing every important person in the industry.
There was no camera footage and no real eye witnesses around in his compound.
He also claimed in one of his songs that you shouldn't let the elevator bring you down. He meant that the elevator was the devil.
It's very, very strange -- he was most likely murdered.