Karaoke Night, Kill-Rhetoric Burst, and Cosmic Drift

August 31, 2020 Lehan Edirisinghe

I came back from karaoke and drinks at Thilanga uncle’s place into blurrier eyesight, stalled deals, anger at Sri Lanka’s business culture, a kill-rhetoric burst, depression, and a frantic year-review draft meant to make the chaos look structured.

Wondering Whether Other Galaxies Contain Life

Even if there's no life in this galaxy, there might be life in other galaxies. If you look at Earth from afar, I don't think it looks like it has life. Even in darkness, the lights aren't that bright from light years away.

Sadness, Blurry Eyesight and Stalled Cybersecurity Projects

Mon 31 Aug

12:30 p.m.

I'm quite disappointed with how slow these projects have become. I'm depending on Thilanga uncle. I WhatsApp messaged Jagath uncle to see when we might see him to discuss projects, he didn't respond, I guess, he won't. We're stuck with Thilanga uncle.

I find myself preoccupied with worries of how ████ must be bad mouthing me. I truly regret taking her on board at all. I'm sort of obligated to try to bring her back into the team when we get our projects moving forward as she has ██████████████████████████████

A 2020 Review of Business, Health, Religion and Reading

End of Year Review 2020

1. Cyberspace Command -- Signing security deals with support from Thilanga uncle.

2. Edna -- Hoping to takeover my late dad's business.███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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4. Recovery Plan -- Will need proper treatment in UK or US to recover fully or reduce dependence on Mirtazapine.

5. Religion -- Reading Quran. I have to finish reading Old Testament. I finished reading New Testament. I have to finish reading volumes of the Triptika, I have read Digha Nikaya, and I must find an English copy of Abhi Dharma. I prefer to avoid labels for myself, but I guess Buddhist or Christian are appropriate.

6. Politics -- Have to read Churchill. Finished Lee Kuan Yew. I have slowed down my reading as I was studying cyber security, business leadership and negotiation.

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Writer: Lehan