Workplace Advice, Utopia, and a Tired Reset

So this is the stuff they put in the bubble tea

Bingo, my golden retriever

TUESDAY, OCTOBER 20, 2020

2:00 a.m.

I'm learning about interesting content as recommended by some Freemason brothers. I'm tired. I'm getting sleepy. I feel a lot better after speaking with Ron and getting things out in the open. I just struggle with stress coping, but when there's no stress, I don't feel sad at all.

5:00 p.m.

I'm feeling really tired. I had a few good conversations with job applicants. Something I'm most proud of about is how when people who don't know anything about cyber security apply for jobs at Cyberspace Command, no matter what, I show kindness, I call them up, everyone who applies, I teach them the basic definitions, I teach them the terminology and how to learn about cyber security.

I teach people about how the industry works. I show friendship and kindness to almost everyone. I spend hours and hours, giving generously of myself, offering encouragement and support and insight, friendship and helpful tips. It's the part of business I love the most: getting everyone together to fight evil, to make this place better.

6:45 p.m.

I'm having a good day. I was so stressed out, but after talking to Ron, I was able to make sense of how to proceed. I need to print a letter for my uncle to send to the decision makers of two telco enterprise customers.

FRIDAY, OCTOBER 23, 2020

3:00 a.m.

I'm sleepy. I was watching Utopia (2020) tv show enthralled. I noticed a comment entry was hidden -- maybe because it was seen as wrong or something. I don't know.