Musk-vs-NASA Take and Anti-Muslim Hiring Panic Spiral

October 27, 2020 Lehan Edirisinghe

I spent the day drafting a national-security plan and then turning to a hiring note about fear, ignorance, and how badly trust can break down in Sri Lanka even when I still wanted to argue for something kinder.

Praising Elon Musk’s Frugality Over NASA Spending

Must be saving a lot of money. NASA should've been more prudent with taxpayer money. I'm glad Elon Musk is cautious and the private sector is taking the lead.

Supporting Trump While Questioning My Own Distrust

TUESDAY, OCTOBER 27, 2020

11:30 p.m.

I'm extremely busy. Had a lot of things to write about the presidential election. I side with President Trump.

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I'll smile to their face, love my enemies from a distance -- give them some food -- and stay away. I have so much annoyance, ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I'll try to work on this some more. I want to do the right thing. I seem to be assuming a lot of bad things and rushing to conclusions, which might not necessarily be true. ████ didn't do any bad things against me to my knowledge.

11:45 p.m.

I sort of worry too much. I suspect. It's hurtful and it's not cool or fair or right. I worry a lot about people. I think it's insecurity. I'm going to sleep soon. I took 60 mg of Mirtazapine. I'm tired. My body is aching.

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