3:30 a.m. Master Checklist: Deals, Defense Plans, and Control Scripts

WEDNESDAY, NOVEMBER 11, 2020

Part Two

1:45 p.m.

The Mirtazapine 45 mg has pretty much paralyzed me. I woke up at 1:15 p.m. I must've slept at 4 a.m. When you wake, you can't really move around much.

I don't like Sri Lankan food. It's okay to have curry night or Indian food once in a while, but it's not good every day. I have an international food palette. I'm feeling hainanese chicken rice. But whatever, it's going to self correct.

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But I worry these local people at the customers might not understand such complexity. It's starting to seem like a risk I'm forced to take and run. I don't know. It's worth attempting.

6:00 p.m.

I'm in a meeting with Dr Christopher Earnshaw regarding China with Dave Chichinadze. Very interesting because Freemasonry is prohibited in China but there is a long history. I want to do business in China. Dhammika Perera and Singaporean Martinn Teng uncle are building shopping malls in China.

6:30 p.m.

我 / I am learning 中文 / Chinese . 我 am trying my best. It's fun. I've written 7 letters, all secret, will deliver to uncle Thilanga tomorrow. 我 have a good feeling. I can understand if 英语 / English is second language, that people will struggle to speak, newfound respect. My hair is far too long, need to cut soon.

6:45 p.m.

I can't say Chinese or English in Chinese language. It takes a lot of effort for me to learn. The purpose of these languages is to communicate and connect with people based on respect.

7:30 p.m.

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7:45 p.m.

Everyone has to do it. We basically talk about Islam, do the worship thing Moslems do. We celebrate Moslem culture, eat lamb or mutton, drink rose faluda milk, eat Turkish delights, whatever, read achievements, then in the culminating climax, ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:30 p.m.

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9:30 p.m.

Had dinner, watching Cursed.

10:30 p.m.

Feeling sleepy, had dinner again, will sleep. ████████████████████████████████████████████ Feeling drowsy. Will go to see Thilanga uncle in office tomorrow.

THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 12, 2020

1:00 a.m.

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1:15 a.m.

Maybe my 45 mg of Mirtazapine has knocked me out. Maybe that's why I'm so drowsy and groggy. I'm feeling like a zombie. I hate these people and I hate this place.

1:30 a.m.

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I'm watching Cursed. I'm up now. The Mirtazapine must've knocked me out. It's a sedative. I took it too early. I slept for a few hours, just woke up.

2:00 a.m.

Ate 3 hamburger cheese slices from the fridge. Watching Cursed s01 finale.

3:00 a.m.

I don't like Cursed. The story seems to be abrupt, and character arcs or storyline isn't good. Even in Star Wars 7, 8 and 9, the story escalated unrealistically and badly, all of a sudden Palpatine is discovered and you spend time on Ray and Fin for no reason. I'm going to watch The Umbrella Academy Season 1.

3:15 a.m.

I'm hungry. Umbrella Academy is weird.

3:30 a.m.

Omg I loved the Phantom of the Opera intro and I'm falling in love with The Umbrella Academy because of this scene with I Think We're Alone Now by Tiffany scene. This is really, really great tv. These people who write this stuff are geniuses, they're a gift from heaven, I'm so impressed, can't believe this. It's the highest form of art.

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If you look at the quality of thinking, it's everything. My doctor Trevor [REDACTED], he's Ashkenazi Jewish, he's gone to Oxford University, he's just smarter. He's diagnosed Complex PTSD. Dr Joshua [REDACTED] at Raffles Hospital Singapore, he went to NUS in Singapore, he diagnosed depression, he's just not as smart. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

3:45 a.m.

They're not "social theories", these are my beliefs. I believe, I know. I just can't tell people, they'll get upset. Ted destroyed this song, I think we're alone now by Tiffany. But I mean, The Umbrella Academy makes it cool again. I sort of like it. Omg there's a mosquito, I just ██████████████ that start with "█████". ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

4:00 a.m.

I'm listening to Madonna, Just like a prayer. I love this. Love the black people. I don't hundred percent agree with my racist social theories and depressing beliefs. But I think there's some truth to it, at least in taking notice. These genetics, it plays a role. Chamath Palihapitiya just isn't as smart as Zuckerberg. Sinhalese are sharp. But there's brighter people out there.

Jeez, this girl.. Tiffany, in I Think We're Alone Now. Her face, it's hauntingly beautiful. It's like she's an angel or something, something hypnotic about her. Or maybe, just too much makeup. Doesn't look normal, ordinary or like a typical human being. Looks special. But at the same time, doesn't stand out from the crowd, you won't recognise, just an ordinary person.

I feel like I'm hallucinating by watching The Umbrella Academy -- but then again, aren't you hallucinating reading this? Keep reading, we have a lot further to go down the rabbit hole, breaking through the fourth wall is worth it..

4:30 a.m.

This dad in Umbrella Academy also watches his kids asleep in their rooms via CCTV cameras lol. I can relate!

6:00 a.m.

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6:15 a.m.

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6:30 a.m.

Better to tell him the truth. My job is to protect Sri Lanka, Gotabaya Rajapaksa and Thilanga uncle especially. If there's a foreign attack, I have a duty to be honest about it with my fellow countrymen and counter attack.

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These guys at the NSA are dangerous. It's not a joke, it's not a game. I'm just not comfortable. It's better to avoid the risk altogether. But I can still tell him, this will help him understand there's dangers outside.

6:45 a.m.

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7:30 a.m.

I was blocking off people. I blocked Asita [REDACTED]. I don't feel like I can trust anybody any longer. It feels a lot like everyone's looking to betray or attack me. I especially can't trust my mum. So, I block walled off all her friends on Facebook one by one, I have a few more to go. I'll block her last. I feel a lot of pain. Most of the pain is from her.

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My mother didn't support me, she attacked me. Jacques Huyghebaert had to help her understand that she should help me. This is the reality.

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It's best to say that she should be friends with her friends and I shouldn't be friends with her friends. I haven't hurt her, but I have a feeling they'll hurt her and this is why she can't stand me. This person has run counter to my interests for too long. I don't want these guys around. I only want to be near Chamath Palihapitiya or Sheryl Sandberg or Jonathan or cool people.

10:30 a.m.

I don't warn people. I'm blocking 100s of people who are friends with my mum on Facebook.

Jorge André Nunes check out number 13!

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All the flavour is in the shells

Great idea, if scaled, can conserve energy use. But I worry this is expensive to build. What do you think? I think next step for The Otherside is to encourage dialogue, community discussion and even commercial leadership.

Damn dude. Like, how does that not sink?

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