FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 27, 2020
1:15 a.m.
I'm hungry. There isn't enough food to eat.
I heard the gate clanging open, realised it was my brother Milan, so instead of him calling my mum to wake her up to open the front door, I went and let him inside. It was a good deed.
I'm going to watch Yellowstone tv show.
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3:45 a.m.
My teeth mouth gums are bleeding. I might need to start flossing, but I can't buy floss and I don't have anti bacterial mouthwash. I'm feeling hurt.
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4:00 a.m.
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4:15 a.m.
Maybe I'll pretend like as though I believe in political correctness. It seems to be what people want to hear. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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4:30 a.m.
These are really stupid, bad and wrong ideas. I'm just angry right now. I don't really want Lal uncle dead. He made a mistake, people make mistakes.
I forgive people, it takes strength to forgive people, only weak people can't forgive others. I don't care. Plus, I can get mouthwash or floss, I'm sure there's shops open during Covid-19 lockdown.
I'm going to try buy coconut milk powder and also olive oil or some pastes like chilli powder or paste or green chilies or paste or curry powder or some vegetables or something to add to the maggi instant noodles I'll make.
I love the rich tasty broth of Thai green curries. I'll enjoy my Maggi soup noodles with chilli and I think coconut milk and olive oil, which will nourish and give me a lot of energy.
I'm happy I'm learning to cook from Jonathan, who's just such good energy, I want to be like him, a kind, good and innocent man, I'm going to keep cooking.
I'll add fish or chicken or vegetables to my Maggi noodles and that'll make things even better. Step by step, step by step.
4:45 a.m.
It's normally like 350 calories a Maggi noodles pack, but if I add 15 ml of olive oil, that's 120 calories and also with 50 ml of coconut milk, that's like 100 calories and it tastes amazing.
So, you add up to like 300 + 120 + 100 = 520 calories, which is just a perfect, too much sodium salt snack.
I don't need to worry about high blood pressure right now, I'm sure, it won't hurt. I guess, that Maggi noodles, instant noodles, where I cook it my way:
By putting the noodle cake in the porcelain bowl, adding the seasoning, then pouring hot boiling water and covering -- the way I make it, is the correct way to do it.
It's easy enough for me. I'm not the best chef in the whole entire world, it's easy to add olive oil and coconut milk if it tastes good, let's see, that's not complicated.
I think it'll be richer, more flavorful. I might add a stock cube, though I hear it's super salty and is super unhealthy. Later, I'll add more fresh vegetables, then meats. I'm happy I've got Maggi noodles, it's my favourite because of how simple it is to make it.
4:30 p.m.
Woke up at around 2 p.m. I had lunch. Later, I had coffee with no sugar. I started watching Yellowstone. My mum has brought me an eclair, it's unique tasting, cream tastes rich, but I don't really like it all that much.
I ate banana flower dried up yesterday. I'm watching this Yellowstone. I called up a few job applicants, I spoke to Dilkush ███████████ yesterday. I spoke to a Muslim guy today, ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
8:45 p.m.
I don't know. Maybe advantageous just to keep a few Muslims and Tamils around. Plus, only Jacques Huyghebaert and I know anything about our company. Nobody else knows anything. Jacques Huyghebaert complains A LOT about how I don't tell him anything as well. But I do. He's my best friend and Jonathan Hirshon is my favourite person.
10:15 p.m.
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