CPTSD Crisis Log, Blocklist Wars, and Trump-Covid Threads

7 years is too light a sentence, should be 7 years per baby

Love that bamboo small wall fence

🦈 Bala █████████████ have you ever tried this? I want to try some.

Please kindly tell Jonathan to make this the April Fool's Day TFD recipe:

1. First you gotta catch this specific type of shark

2. Cold store, ferment, dry,

3. Then eat!

You can buy a 10k Rolex from mbs

MONDAY, DECEMBER 7, 2020

7:00 p.m.

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He told me a few things that were indeed scary. I'm confident that Bhante's going to help him. It's a miracle we could connect, I love him, he's the only one I can trust, he's so open, he never hides anything, reliable-very rare, only he, Jacques, very few.

I can appoint Jacques as chairman and Denzil as CEO and Jonathan as Director, even though, I got the feeling he's a meek man, he doesn't want the big positions. He wants to be PR advisor. He's in his 50s. The first job I ever got was Chairman and CEO and that's the only job I can ever do.

I told Jonathan we can give him 30% of our earnings, so he doesn't have to work. I hate it when people exploit innocent people like him, he hasn't had any sleep for weeks. He's doing everything himself, no maids, no "servants": (domestic assistants), nothing.

7:15 p.m.

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I blocked various people off on Facebook. I blocked Diroshan Dharmadasa, his mum Roshini Cooray, I blocked off a bunch of Ratwattes: Kavindha and his mom, and I blocked Rosy Senanayaka and a few people off. I want to block more off.

I don't know, if someone isn't in close contact with me, no messaging, no chemistry, then, it's a pretty bad idea to maintain Facebook friendship. I think there must always be a justification and warning and then a block.

7:30 p.m.

With Rosy, I got a bad vibe, i have assessed her, I've judged carefully, I've decided i prefer if my family members or friends maintain rapport, not me. I don't want to be friends with any of Thilanga uncle's friends on Facebook.

Who am i? Why do you want to be friends with an unknown nobody like me? Be friends with Thilanga uncle! Be friends with them! I don't have anything to offer. I'll just represent or involve them in any business undertaking. They can be the deal maker.

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█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Cooray something. His mum is nice to me, but she's UNP. Ashok Pathirage uncle's son Prashan Pathirage is friendly with him.

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7:45 p.m.

No point warning Diroshan, I just won't go for his birthday party. If you're the host, be the host. I just have a gut feeling there's something off with my mum and her friends, they're weird, they're not like me. I anyway only click with Californians.

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I don't want to be friends with anyone. It's a business. It's not Lehan Edirisinghe Private Limited or Lehan Inc. It's Cyberspace Command. We operate under the Companies Act. There's people appointed, they work, they represent the firm, not me alone.

The policy decision number one is that "the chairman must never speak to the customers or mid or lower level employees. The chairman may only symbolically officiate publicly deals won by team, he may interview top 10 core leadership/ senior level posts only."

Why talk to me? ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I should just hang out with the Californians, or Israelis, my job is to build tech, innov8 and stuff.

I guess, research, make top level decisions, solve problems, cyber security stuff, deal with stakeholders, I don't want to ruin or interfere with the wonderful relationships of my team at the top most levels of Sri Lanka, I have made a decision to help them all!

8:00 p.m.

I'm getting sleepy. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████ I don't know what to do. I don't think Bhante can perfectly help this Jonathan or me, well, he helped me, but Buddhism is a really very up for interpretation religion.

Bhante Saranapala's never going to tell me the bitter truth, he just told me that my dad's bad karma is his and doesn't curse me. It's nice to hear, but that's not how it works in real life.

In real life, the story is a truthful monk tells a violent king that he will pay for bad karma -- then is killed for doing so according to Indira Kahatapitiya aunty. That's just the way the world is. People like ███████, █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I don't know, it's ridiculous. I also don't agree with that bad karma pass down thing. I don't agree with very many things my dad did. Plus, I'm such a pro multiculturalism guy, I have plans to build inter faith harmony, although, I'm a private person open with my friends.

The Red Dot is a Universe!!

I pinched Stephen Labrooy in the stomach or ribs once, he was angry, so I ran away -- fast!

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What about the children of the widow and widower? Omg: Is there no hope for a widow's son?!

Trump's mishandling of Covid-19 was the unacceptable mistake -- he jeopardized American health -- Michael Moore made F° 9/11 which cost under 3,000 lives, Trump was so careless he got over 200k killed needlessly, people will make movies in the future about how terribly the C19 was dealt with

Saw him when he came to Sri Lanka for a FTA

BH Global SGX CIO Ken Soh founded my cyber security tech company

Painting is in itself the masterpiece

Keith ████ I wouldn't have done the things reported in the news sources that were shared with you! I get English is your first language and you can read, but can you read between the lines?

Keith ████ for instance, if you read the Vox article, the first mistake made was Trump downplayed the C19 risk, he said they've got it under control, which wasn't true, so, I would've said it looks pretty scary, this C19 is going to be serious, we have to be careful with this and get ready for this

if you look through the entire list of mistakes, with the benefit of hindsight, I would specifically be more cautious

What would you have done differently? Would you have done the same things Trump did or opt for more irreproachability? :/

Bala Kamallakharan 😮

If this guy was chasing after me, I'd think climbing a tree was my escape, but that won't work I see

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I guess, when the Japanese saw the plane, they radioed in, saying, "hallo hallo, come in, unidentified US enemy aircraft, you are entering Japanese sovereign airspace, turn back and leave, who is this, identify yourself!?"

The US surely must've responded, "█████████████████████████████████"

Same to you!

Albinism is like Shiny Pokemon, our family's albino blue and gold macaws, all three of whom were born at our home, they have full gold head and crown, they're priceless, our pride