Writing to Stay Calm While Cutting Risky People Off

February 2, 2021

The day starts with writing as stress relief and Singapore memories, then hardens into a loyalty purge: distancing from the Dharmadasas, pruning weak ties, and deciding security matters more than keeping every friendship alive.

5:45 AM

5:30 a.m.

(b)

Survival, evolution's natural selection, it all boils down to do you go into the dark cave stupidly or not? Do you gang up like cowards to kill the harmless mammoth or buffalo for meat -- or do you stupidly prove your bravery by trying to kill a lion or crocodile or a hippopotamus with your bare hands?

This is where our fear, our suspicion comes from. Racist paranoia, Islamoparanoia is just a little worse than Islamophobia. In cyber, in defence, I have to help draw national security strategy. In any country, including Muslim countries, this is a very real, big threat that must be included in a realistic formula.

When this person is innocent, it is best to be honest, admit it and learn to avoid it in the future. She well may have sent a photo of a caged parrot, something you can take in the zoo or in many locations to the wild life authority, it will result in no action as we maintain better standards than the zoos.

It is best to decide this was a mistake, there is opportunity, best to move on. I guess, this will not stop us from hosting the annual "Stoning of the Wicked" ceremony in the dishonour of You-Know-Who! It is the highlight of our business year. It is our Purge ceremony, we will maintain our narrative.

How am I supposed to know that you will only show your kids, ███████?

Oh okay, go ahead, do not listen to me then.

https://youtu.be/e3mwmwPhr08

5:45 AM (b)

I am looking forward to reading this!

6:45 AM

6:45 a.m.

It is good that I write so much. It reduces my stress. When I do not write, I feel distressed. I think substantially, a lot. I worry a lot. My constant logging, it is vital to my peace of mind! I can hear the gardener and security officer outside in the garden or grounds. They are doing stuff. The birds are singing. It is like I live in the Istana in Singapore.

I am going to take a break from work. I will continue later. I will eat an ice cream for breakfast. I was at the National Museum of Singapore, I had breakfast there, I had some kind of yoghurt, it was really good, they put all kinds of things in there. It was yummy. It was easy for me to eat. I have a lot of work to do. I have the spirit of Lee Kuan Yew.

1:30 PM

I enthusiastically tried ''pork crackling'' in the UK, I did not like it, it did not taste so good. :( Mini pork pies are great though!

1:45 PM

Yes, this is truly meaningful, I hope we can stop use of plastics everywhere, for good, plastic shopping bags, plastic drinking straws, plastic food containers, plastic storage or packaging for products, etc. It is important to just wake up to reality.

2:30 PM

1:30 p.m.

I may have had a nap at 7 a.m. I fell asleep. I just woke up at 1:15 p.m. If I am active now, I will be okay. I did research. The minimum amount of activity you must do per week is either 150 minutes of moderate aerobic exercise or 75 minutes of vigorous aerobic exercise. This is what is suggested by the main US and UK health authorities for public health. I am peaky!

I think I did 5 minutes on the elliptical machine, so 5 mins x 7 = 35 minutes. If I do 10 minutes per day, it meets the 75 minutes of vigorous exercise. I can top this off by trying to be active. I think that because I have a big house and my family own the whole street, when I walk 3 minutes to Thilanga uncle's office and back, or I walk 3 minutes to get food or see the birds, it is enough exercise and exertion.

I just woke up. So, I will go and try to get lunch. My mum got some garlic bread with prawn on top. I did not like it. I am not a fan of prawns. * Switch Topic * I noticed, I get a lot of my information from Jonathan Hirshon now. He just posts so many cool things. I am worried he is going to soon feel stalked, as I like too much of the stuff he shares. It is hard, it is the only place for me, to find cool content. I will stop liking all the things he does, so he is not weirded out.

2:00 p.m.

I used to worry a lot, I used to think negative thoughts and experience painful flashbacks, intrusive memories and suffer internal distress. It would be all I thought of when eating. I could never eat peacefully. I was in too much psychological pain and distress. I grew up hateful, angry.

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I am worried that I will also be hounded down on suspicion of being transferred any ████████████. I can say, that this woman has █████████████ from us. Gamini Marapana should be the one to do it. This will protect my reputation from resulting in myself being violently targeted by the 2,800 ETI finance victims.

2:15 p.m.

(b)

Of course, Freemasonry is not a 'satanic cult', it is a lot more complicated than this. It is more easier to understand that Christianity in itself:

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(3) the world wars, the 6m Holocaust--nuking Japan was a decision made by Freemason President MW Brother Harry Truman;

(4) the war on terrorism or the Muslims, this was not fair because the invasion of Iraq was based on infamous "Weapons of Mass Destruction = nuclear weapons" lies, it was all an act, in order to earn profits from defence deals, Saudis did 9/11 but they do business with the US, so Iraq was invaded instead;

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(6) wiping off the Australian indigenous aboriginals, I think Cortez and maybe not Columbus, but the Spanish Christians killed a lot of the South Americans, anywhere they go, they cause problems, like The Thief, comes only to kill, steal and destroy (John 10:10);

So if all this was done in the name of Jesus Christ, then you are looking at Satan! It is simply not possible to say, this is bad, that is good, any more. There are grey areas which make it harder to judge.

2:30 p.m.

2:45 p.m.

I like to write a lot. My maid Manju got me my coffee. It is good. I think we must blame the whole civil war in SL on the British. The British are responsible. It is only natural for SL to want Sinhala as the official language, in Israel it is Hebrew, in the UK, it is English, I guess, in Germany it is German, France is French, the British dragged the Tamils here, they created the problem.

3:15 PM

3:00 p.m.

I drink my coffee too fast. I do not know how to savour. I think the narrative above is politically advantageous. It is not a good idea for me to join Sajith Premadasa. I prefer to be nonaligned in SL. The Rajapaksas are friendly with us. We do not need to be friends with everyone, we just need a loyal partner. They should help me win my bigger deals.

Within the next few months, I need a monopoly set up ruthlessly. Already, the IT company owners are sweating, they only seem to talk about me, there is only me. It is good. I am thinking coldly about what more to do. I will be aggressively doing more████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

3:45 PM

3:00 p.m.

3:15 p.m.

We should make Sinhala our only official language again, then say just like in Israel, that Tamil and English are our official foreign languages. In Israel it is considered Arabic is a semi official language, we can make Tamil a semi official language. But I need English added somewhere, as the business language or something because I speak English best.

3:15 p.m.

(b)

There is not enough use of computing in SL. The government is not using computing properly. It is possible to predict, plan and manage better, it is not Sim City or Cities and Skylines, but there is reason and logic in computer simulation and planning. This is something I will be pushing when possible.

3:45 p.m.

I thought of some good movie clip for yesterday's writing, but I forgot it. It was a good movie scene and script. I do not know if it was Too Fast Too Furious. I think it was! It was about James, "the Cornered Rat", who has nowhere to run...

https://youtu.be/gJ_cx3AmCuI

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4:15 PM

4:15 p.m.

4:00 p.m.

4:15 p.m.

4:30 p.m.

I do not know about James. He is a good guy. He must not be punished for being realistic. He probably thought that based on his insights that SL is corrupt. We will give him the olive branch and say, "that was before, now we want SL to be a clean, prosperous place free of any graft, we want to be ethical".

4:45 PM

4:45 p.m.

I do not want to ''do'' anything I am not comfortable with. I am not comfortable hurting people who are innocent. This guy James is a good guy. He does not deserve to be punished. The whole punishment thing, Lee Kuan Yew style, it is not a long view remedy or recourse, it is quick, cheap and ugly. It does not solve anything, society is not perfect, it is not worth portraying an innocent guy as a villain.

He will most likely cooperate at some level, which is fine. If you want to target someone, target a piece of s*** that does not keep his word, like Lal. A CIO like Ajith Salgado is not worth targeting, he just made a minor mistake, it just resulted in Channa Palansuriya experiencing severe damages, it is Channa uncle's problem, it is a different story. It is best to just be cooperative. Sandalal made a blunder, but he is an innocent guy too. Being kind is not easy.

Being wicked is easier. Being wicked does not really build any lasting progress. These guys at James' company will just apologise, fire him and then make agreements with me. When they know that the reputational damages are so severe, it might be the end for them. I am beginning to think, these companies are predators, looking to keep SL corrupt, this is what we need to correct, punish and stop.

5:00 p.m.

Killing a few kids smuggling weed and heroin or cocaine into Singapore is wicked, foolish and ugly--it is disgusting, it is barbaric and it is not justice. They are just working for drug barons. James is just following orders, he is just doing his job, it is cruel for him to just be faulted, thrown under the bus and replaced, it is not right, it does not sit well with me -- at all, it is evil.

You must target the drug kingpin, the drug lord, rehabilitate the drug dealer, force a plea deal, they must turn their lives around--target the people who mastermind things, extradite, cooperate with foreign countries, spy, infiltrate, offer free drugs to drug addicts to stop profits, prosecute the villains and hang or imprison them: justice.

https://youtu.be/ZcQtUdZ5Afs

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5:15 PM

5:00 p.m.

(b)

5:15 PM (b)

5:15 p.m.

It is a bit "wicked" to do it though. There is a very serious lack of any evidence. There is in fact, zero (0) evidence. With zero proof, to get rid of people who treat me fairly, it is not right. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

5:30 PM

5:15 p.m.

(b)

It is the whole of my life, coming up with the perfect reasons. Hmm.. this is a tricky one! I cannot think of anything right now. It is the same with everything:

The flu, the weakness, body ache, feeling sick, feeling sad, feeling tired today, feeling a stomach ache, my leg is hurting, my foot is hurting, this tongue is hurting, this toe is aching, my fingers ache from typing too much, my eyes are feeling dry, I feel dehydrated, umm today, Doctor just came to see you, my friend to talk about your National Service days, doctor I saw these symptoms on Google, I think I have caught cancer, etc.

I went to play video games, shopping, sightseeing, I went to watch movies, hang out with friends, eat and drink, go go-karting, explore Singapore, visit the Jurong Business Park. I did not go to Geylang or to see any nice girls who understand the value of time and are smart enough to understand what boys like, are just my type and are not going to cause drama and a fuss and make a big hoo hah and create problems and imagine I want a romantic fairytale!

https://youtu.be/jjRsY7pJ18M

- So?

What'd you tell them?

I told them what you told me to tell them.

Told them we were, I was in sanitation.

They didn't go for it.

- Sanitation?

- Yeah.

I told you to tell them

you was in a sanitarium, not sanitation.

- Sanitarium. Yeah.

- You didn't tell me that.

No, I told you to say you had TB

and you was in a sanitarium.

You was cured.

- When did you tell me that?

- You should've kept your mouth shut.

They'd think you was a horse

and let you out.

6:15 PM

6:15 p.m.

7:00 PM

7:00 p.m.

7:00 PM (b)

7:00 p.m.

(b)

7:15 PM

7:00 p.m.

(c)

7:30 PM

7:30 p.m.

I do not need SL to play musical chairs, I am not a joker, ██████████████████████████████ I want the Rajapaksas in power for good. I like the stability. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

7:30 PM (b)

7:30 p.m.

(c)

7:45 PM

7:45 p.m.

I should delete Rhea Daga. Her friend Pragati is friends with Oshi, who is Jeewaka and Prasanga's older son. It is not a good idea to keep this lady around. She needs a chin implant, a bit like me! I hear Marilyn Monroe got a chin implant. Woffles Wu told me I should get genioplasty, but I like my chin. It is a bad idea to keep people you cannot longer trust around.

These Indians from University of Leicester, I do not really see any utility. It is futility to keep people who offer no value around. There is no loyalty. There is no purpose. I do not need these guys to call people up for me. It is not an active relationship.

7:45 PM (b)

7:45 p.m.

(b)

I took a pass on deleting Indians in University of Leicester, there is no reason to delete them.

I deleted Mikey De Alwis's girlfriend Christina from a long time ago, as Tamara Fernando is her friend, and as this girl has contempt or a falling out with me, it is best to distance and remove any risks.

8:00 PM

8:00 p.m.

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8:00 PM (b)

8:00 p.m.

(b)

8:00 PM (c)

8:00 p.m.

(c)

I deleted this guy called Danukh Amerasinghe. I do not remember him, I do not see any real value, I do not value his friendship, it is not worth it. He has had something to say. It is best to get rid of people. I do not ''need'' friends. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:15 PM

8:15 p.m.

I have never told anyone I would kill them. I do not have any plans to kill anyone. But I do take it seriously. Thilanga uncle, he has some risks, he is not fully straight with people, it is his weakness.

Someone like Rajapaksa, we have to respect. It is important to keep people who have their word in power. If this is not the case, it is ruin for us all. Thilanga uncle, I have a duty to help him. He just needs a Wikipedia clean up, a few top US firm introductions and new partners, he does not need Sandalal as much as he imagines. He does not need his own brother.