February 06, 2021

Sunday, February 7th, 2021

3:15 a.m.

I love to write. I think one day, perhaps in two years' time, I will buy over my uncle Thilanga's Lakbima Newspaper -- then be an editor.

It will be difficult, I am a bit "too honest". But I know I can write to help people, I know I can be kind to everyone and I will be safe. I also think it is poetic how Upali Wijewardene and myself have similarities.

1. Both our fathers died, we were raised by widows.

2. The uncle, in his case JR, helped him succeed.

3. We speak English, we studied in England, are fairer skinned Sinhalese who are sort of Buddhist and Christian both.

4. Our families are both into the horse race betting business.

* My grandmother Milina told me secrets about this *

5. His uncle was Sri Lanka Cricket president too.

6. He smoked cigarettes, I smoke marijuana and watch ████.

7. We are not hateful racists, we are loving racists.

8. He liked to race cars, I like video games.

9. He did Kandos chocolates, we did Edna chocolates.

10. He did Upali newspapers, we did Lakbima.

My dad died when a train his friend's jeep, he died in an aircraft mishap.

I will finish what he started.

I will undo how our LKR is now Rs 193 per $1 USD, it will be restored to Rs 4 LKR per $1 USD.

He wanted to build some cool things here in SL, I hear cars, assembling it here locally, I will assemble Raytheon missiles, I will assemble Lockheed's F16 or F35 here in SL.

I was not able to post or comment on Facebook for 3 days. I was restricted as I violated the community standards on hate speech. I am a truthful person, I speak my heart, when I am upset, I say things I feel.

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I got carried away, I used foul language to insult them and ███████████████████ directed at these individuals and their families -- as I cannot accept their escaping with ████████████ and it is just not right if the 2,800 victims commit suicide, it is not fair at all.

I cannot remember what I did over the last 2 or 3 days. I think I was working on our firm's website. It looks stunning. It has a lot of valuable information. I watched the movie The Purge yesterday. I saw a man who was fixing our swimming pool by inserting new tiles yesterday as well.

I received a phone call from my friend, Dr Uwin Waidyaratne, who has been inoculated from Covid-19 as he treats patients in the NHS. It is saddening over a 100,000 have been killed due to coronavirus. I am hoping the vaccine will stop the vaccine in its tracks.

I saw my brother Milan was playing League of Legends with my cousins today. I also used to play League in university, I played Caitlyn as Attack Damage Carry or ADC in the 5 person meta. I saw research that the ADC often acts as the CEO in a firm, it is true.

3:30 a.m.

If I could choose any profession, other than to be a businessman as I had always wanted out of inspiration from my dad, I would choose to be a lawyer. I love to fight for people. I love justice and virtue over the external advantages of rank or fortune. I will still realise my dream.

Not by one day being an editor or helping realise how would to G-d that all people were His prophets (Numbers 11:29) as communed by our favourite prophet: Moses, a long, long time ago through my efforts at enhancing Facebook as a platform by my own Captain's Log. No, by making sure Sri Lanka has a digitised legal system.

The angels of G-d put ideas of splendour in my mind today! It was a simple idea. I thought, Sheryl Sandberg was part of the World Food Programme for India or IMF or UN or something, what if we can make a database of all people -- and then, make sure, no matter what, everyone had a minimum of essentials.

I was also thinking, we will indeed make this land, fully digital, everyone, everything will be electronically augmented. This will ensure the survival of our Sinhalese minority -- and I hope partner intimately Jewish people, our worthy, faultless and loyal friends.

I had a few minor flashbacks today. I took 60 mg of Mirtazapine yesterday night. When on 60 mg, I suffer less. When on 45 mg, I suffer more PTSD symptoms. I have decided, most likely, ███████ has betrayed us. I will just make a report of this, and learn from this.

The Easter Sunday attacks damaged our Sinhalese people's relationship with the Muslim people. ███████ really wounded me because I regret opening my home up to her, giving her a chair in the table, introducing her to my team and uncle Thilanga, confiding in her, etc.

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My weight has fallen to 41 kg. It is sad. I blame Lal uncle. He has ██████ (he'll call it "rescue", "reclaimed" or whatever else he can imagine as a lawful reason with his ETI Finance director wife Deepa) our business, starving me. Getting justice from him, ████████████████████████████████████ will put things right for me as it is an unforgivable betrayal.

3:45 a.m.

I am watching The Crown Season 3. It is a well put together television show. It is accurate, high budget and worth watching. It is clever.

I spent some time over the last few days worrying about and planning cyber activities. I have prepared a draft of what I intend for James to share with certain beneficiaries. The work I do, it is majestic, there is magic in it.

It feels as though, I am writing history, it really does. I have downloaded █████████ a lot of MasterClass lectures on writing which I hope to learn from.

4:00 a.m.

I need to give Jacques his 20YO Graham's Port bottle which I "stole" from Jorge Andre Nunes for his 76th birthday. He will do anything for a bottle of booze.

4:30 a.m.

I think more than Captain Picard or a Slave Ship Captain, I would find myself more similar to old Captain Jack Sparrow when journaling endlessly unto my Captain's Log! I pirate -- all the time. I do not like rum, I love port!