Tearing Into Bad Movies While Trying to Read Myself Correctly

March 16, 2022

The page starts with Ukraine and small class markers like milk-in-first tea, then collapses into a furious takedown of a terrible film, fast-reading and screenwriting thoughts, guilt and suicidal self-blame over my father's death, and the insistence that entertainment is all performance anyway.

6:00 AM

6:00 a.m.

I remember the pianist.

Warsaw

BBC News - Ukraine war: European leaders risk train ride to meet Zelensky

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-europe-60757157

10:30 AM

10:30 a.m.

(b)

I know this story. You always put the cream or milk in after the tea. It's a class thing. People say, "she or he is a really milk in first type" to put people down.

11:15 PM

11:15 p.m.

Scarface (1932).

11:30 PM

11:30 p.m.

(b)

I hear it's a horrible movie.

11:45 PM

11:45 p.m.

(b)

Jesus Christ. This acting is SO bad. Unbelievable. Terrible, terrible, terrible.

11:45 PM (b)

11:45 p.m.

(d)

This scene/ shot is from Teenage Dirtbag!!

12:15 AM

11:45 p.m.

(e)

Looks like that, girl in ████████████████ I am sick and tired of this movie, it's horrible. I can't put up with it. It's just so horribly, terribly, terribly, horribly made.

12:15 AM (b)

11:45 p.m.

(g)

Like a s***ty, hated, hated, s***ty, s***ty film release.

They misspelled financial aid!

I couldn't watch it. It was not good at all. I skipped through it very fast.

1:45 AM

1:45 a.m.

(b)

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I'm reading John Truby's the art of storytelling in a number of steps.

22 steps. to being the Illuminati basically.

Taylor or Jacques.

I don't know.

Umm..

Uhh

I think in Scarface (1932), they, umm, they had something called, "Story Script" or "Story Play" instead of "screen play". It was peculiar.

This movie came out before WW2. It's crazy, beyond myself, how, there was entertainment and yet, those days, the people were faring so poorly...

I think this book, is a bit more difficult to read, to scan through, so I will take longer, as I must slow down to make sense of information.

Hidden

2:00 AM

2:00 a.m.

(c)

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2:00 AM (b)

2:00 a.m.

(d)

Hehehe

I also remember many of my vivid dreams!

2:00 AM (c)

2:00 a.m.

(e)

I've read Rhonda Byrne's book! My mum's suggested it, I think, I attract like minded people!!

2:15 AM

2:15 a.m.

Hmm..

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BUT, I am still here. I still did get through all of that. I think when I get money, I will buy food. Shanika failed badly, Palith too, they weren't good parents. The problems I'm facing now are their fault.