My Father's Rolex, My Laptop Logs, and the Future I Still Want

Tuesday 22nd, March.

10:00 a.m.

I injured my left index pointing finger. I was cutting up a mango real nice. It slipped. No blood. But there is a largely superficial nick.

When i woke up.████████████████████and slept some more. If I slept at 11 p.m., I must've woken up at around 7 or 8 a.m. I keep my laptop next to my bed.

When I switch it (my laptop) on, it automatically logs in, as I use SIEM software, to perma log all the computer actions or behaviors. I often check my Task Manager, to see how many minutes or hours my laptop was on for.

I then, calculate, oh if it was on for 1 hour. Then, now if it is 10 a.m., I must've woken up at 9 a.m. I used to wear a watch when I was small. I have a few watches.

I like the Swatch brand, I liked Timex when I was small. I bought them from Mustafa Central in Singapore. I think even from the Changi Airport.

Anura Gunadasa gifted me, like Captain Koons in Pulp Fiction, a watch my father had. It had a problem, the time was not kept properly.

I think that, I found a Rolex in the safe. That belonged to my dad. I played with the dial and broke it.

I was trying to adjust the date and time, I flicked it, it went to Tuesday or 30th instead of Monday and 29th, and then i had to go 31st, then 1st, through to 29th. I f-cked it up.

I don't care. I feel like my dad, he was an older generation. Like a Mercedes Benz S Class he had, he was wearing a Rolex,████████████████████████████████████████████had macaw pets, he had friends who were like him, that type.

I am like, the next generation. I will get a T8 Rolls Royce or Aston Martin from No Time To Die, I will get my own 33 floor tower, I will get a Patek grandmaster, make ███████████████████████████████████████, I will have an inhouse bird park where my birds can fly inside, my friends will be better.

I will get 2 x T8 standard armored humvees with CROWS 50 cal sentry turrets and 30mm grenade launchers. I will get 3 back up humvees too. All paid for, with private money, and not the government's taxpayer money like█████████

When Jagath went to university in England, he slept on the floor. I had my own flat, my own comfortable room with a tv and a kitchen. I had a French maid (███████), a Spanish maid (███), a Filipino maid (████), a China butler (███), etc.

Anyway. I don't wear watches. I just don't like them. I think that they are stressful. I use my phone, to see the time. I use my Captain's Log. I don't really care about time.

Often, when people phone call me. I don't tell them, yeah, you got 1 minute, 5 minutes, 30 minutes or an hour. I just give them whatever time they need. I like to be generous with my time.

Some people, even if they don't wear, a watch, out of habit, they will look at their arm, where a watch should be, when they feel it is too much time.

A lot of people, they call, because they are basically, working, and they have been assigned a prospect for marketing, and so, they have 1 hour to speak on the phone. It's so pathetic. I don't think that makes any sense.

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I just repeatedly say the most awful things. I say it again and again, with different words, different insults, different ways. I watch those less bad Comedy Central Roasts.

Whatever. I don't care. Today. I gotta write my script some more. I think Chapter 6 is important, but so boring, and I don't like it. It is too much stuff in it.

It is like a lecture. I don't like it. I will do something.

I gotta start my laptop when I wake up.

SIEM means, system information and event management, it just logs, all the actions a computer makes, like a black box. It is hidden in the hooked kernel.

Passwords, they don't matter to hackers. It's like a joke. You are only wasting 2 minutes, or an indefinite amount of time, to enter a password, when a computer switches on. You want to know what acts the computer does.