Cutting Off Jonathan While the Laptop Mess Keeps Spreading

January 7, 2023

The day is dominated by fury at Jonathan and the people around him, a decision to stop treating failure kindly, more laptop and data-recovery frustration, and the growing conviction that cutting people off is cleaner than carrying them any longer.

6:00 AM

Calling Jonathan Valuable but Still Asking Him to Leave

6:00 a.m.

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I don't gain anything.

He's a valuable asset. Can even review my book or something.

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6:15 AM

Choosing to Play Star Wars Battlefront

6:15 a.m.

Just play Star Wars Battlefront!

Hehehe

6:15 AM (b)

Reacting With Horror to a Six-Year-Old Shooting a Teacher

6:15 a.m. (b)

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6:15 AM (c)

Giving Denise Coates a Share of Sports Betting

6:15 a.m. (c)

We can chop up 35% of sports betting for Denise Coates to run here

We need the broadcasting feeds

Bigger markets

6:15 AM (d)

Dividing Controlled Vice Industries Among Government Ministries

6:15 a.m. (d)

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6:30 AM

Accepting a Mistake and Waiting for More Mirtazapine

6:15 a.m. (e)

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I guess, that yeah, there was a mistake made, but mostly my fault, and a very bad environment, best to be positive.

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So, if MCQ at IQ Test shows up,

Just guess.

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My little clutch hehehe

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I'll be fine

6:30 AM (b)

Comparing Inaction to Leaving an IQ Test Blank

6:30 a.m.

Or you can leave the IQ Test!!

Don't answer at all!

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6:45 AM

What Full Metal Jacket Is Really About

The Price of Change: What Full Metal Jacket Is Really About (Pt.1) - Film Analysis

https://youtu.be/aFnafY49mVg

7:00 AM

Deciding Chef K Can Stay

7:00 a.m.

Whatever.

I don't care about this swd

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It's fine

Hehehe

7:30 AM

Questioning Grand Lodge Officials About an Unrequested Bill

7:30 a.m.

I'm very keen on asking this District GM, and his predecessor and successor, with my hand, why he has asked me for some money to pay a bill I didn't ask for

As the new Grand Master.

Grand Lodge of Sri Lanka

And I don't think that those 3 will be leaving until I get a good enough answer.

7:30 AM (b)

Planning to Question Jonathan and End the Friendship

7:30 a.m. (b)

I couldn't give two s***s about Jonathan Hirshon staying or leaving.

I'm angry that guy acted weird, and I'll be asking him questions on it next time.

Such as why he's hiding his face then showing when Banglapala shows

Whether he's still friends with that Norwegian--if so, then why hang out with me still?

Why'd he make a dismissive face?

I will have a quick chat later

I don't really see any need to keep him around, we never achieved or did anything

So he should just leave to be honest

There's nothing wrong with leaving

Say anything, say, you tried, didn't listen, didn't understand, he reacted later very angrily, didn't give you any reason, he also says he doesn't need to deal with this Bank or SLT or the army, and that he's just f***ing sick of you

And wants you gone for the sake of having you gone, because he doesn't like how you chose to do nothing

And that he's also saying that this will be the toll to staying friends for the next remainder of any friendship

Which you don't want to pay

7:30 AM (c)

A String of Nationality Insults

7:30 a.m. (c)

Dutch Belgium Aussie Norwegian

7:45 AM

Taking Mirtazapine and Telling Someone to Leave

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7:45 AM (b)

Taking Sedation While Expressing Revenge and Wanting Someone Gone

7:45 a.m. (b)

I'm going to sleep.

Well, getting sedated.*

I'll get revenge later for this.

I'll have those hands.

I'm an evil man.

A very evil person who chooses evil.

Knowingly

Caringly

Deliberately

Always

Because they deserve it

And I don't deserve someone like you, for wasting time, failing, not being able to figure simple s*** out himself, not taking action and for causing problems for me.

You can find some more friends in Sri Lanka

I don't f***ing care

I'll call mikey next time or I'll do something to earn some money

But I don't want to see you hear when I'm waking up

I want you gone

7:45 AM (c)

Cursing Jonathan and Saying Goodbye to a Brother

7:45 a.m. (c)

G-d, "I curse my friend Jonathan ███████"

"Please do the needful"

Good bye my Brother.

1:15 PM

Woken by a Lawnmower and Comparing Wireless Charging

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1:30 PM

Five Hours of Sleep and Standing by Ending a Relationship

1:30 p.m.

5 hours sleep isn't bad. I'll ask my mum to speak to him. It's too loud. I can't sleep or rest. I'm annoyed at these people.

I'm also hungry now.

I stand by my entries. I think I believe them. I think that I've tolerated this guy enough and now don't see a future with him, care at all or expect them to accept this kind lashing out this viciously.

It's very stupid. I think no need to keep. They should also go.

I'm not interested.

I think I'm going to do better without this guy around, he's not valuable and he's only a real liability who is costing too much. And he doesn't seem to be responsible or responsive or meet my expectations.

1:45 PM

Feeling Hot, Planning Exercise and Trying to Cool My Anger

1:45 p.m.

I'm bored. I think body has been somewhat hot these few days. Dunno.

Today have to do elliptical machine run. I think 11 minutes gets blood pumping. I think endorphins are helpful.

Should get some food. I'm very angry at this fellow. But can't blame fully. I also didn't do anything or follow up or anything.

I will be better off when he's gone

That solves all my problems

Because I don't need to worry or ask and I feel better knowing this dude's gone

Should go get some food.

2:00 PM

Data Recovery, Ending Relationships and Wanting a Dell Inspiron

1:45 p.m. (b)

I'll check with my mum to see if these people can try recover the data. Or not. If not, go to Daminda. She should talk to Jagath as the brother, I don't want a relationship with him now as well.

It's easier for me.

I think this fellow going away is a big plus, a big win, because we can't look past this.

At least I never unfriended or blocked.

Just give up on people when they fail or can't deliver. I think I might remove.

My head hurts

Need a new laptop.

That Dell Inspiron looks good.

Aluminium chassis.

3k screen

Great specs

Hidden

2:15 PM

Posting a Smiley Face

2:15 p.m.

: )

Hidden

2:15 PM (b)

Porn Commentary About a Woman Signalling She Has a Man

2:15 p.m. (b)

She has "a man" in her life

: )

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3:00 PM

Posting Another Smiley Face

3:00 p.m.

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4:00 PM

Watching Porn and Taking a Lunch Break

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4:45 PM

A Headache, Anger and Deciding Someone Else Will Deliver

4:45 p.m.

I had my lunch.

Have a headache

I think I'll be fine

I'm very angry at this dude, I expect people to figure things out and do stuff or leave

But I'll probably cool off

I think we're done here. If it's so bad, that you can't act despite whatever, it's always best to just leave.

Sure you made a mistake, but then you should leave without making amends.

Someone else will show up, will read, take it seriously, not f*** up and get the results

5:00 PM

Mirtazapine, Lost Income and Reconsidering Jonathan’s Removal

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5:30 PM

Waiting for Data Recovery and Watching Expert Game Playthroughs

5:15 p.m.

I feel fine. This fellow is okay. I don't care. I never followed up. That cyber business can still be done. I think we should be patient.

I'm keen on watching some play through of some fun games by experts on my PS4.

I'm waiting for some progress on this data recovery thing. It's caused a big problem. We're waiting on it. It's very difficult to do business here. It was a serious mistake and even a crime to not help solve this crisis. I feel that even if he leaves, it's probably the best news of the year. I'm just so angry at the fellow for failing.

5:30 PM (b)

Ending Friendships That Add Nothing

5:30 p.m.

Friendships that don't mean anything and don't improve anything should just be ended

You have many friends, you can continue with them

It's best to end things, and move on

7:15 PM

Prison Architect, Data Recovery and Wanting Jonathan Gone

7:00 p.m.

I don't care about this. The guy wants to stay, it's fine.

I'm watching Prison Architect. A fun game.

I'm getting dinner soon and calling it a day.

I'm angry but should stay cool.

We need a new data recovery job.

I'm angry about it.

We also need a new ssd. I think that we may need these people to help wipe the defective ssd or something before handing back.

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This relationship was a fake friendship, and I think removing him is healthy.

The next people who enter, likely won't be as stupid and careless and disrespectful as he has proven to be

7:15 PM (b)

Ending Cooperation With Jonathan’s People

7:15 p.m.

It's likely the last time I cooperate with Jonathan's people. No further cooperation or friendship of any sort will be shown.

7:30 PM

Distrust, Doubt and Trying to Be Patient With Jonathan

7:30 p.m.

Hence, the very popular adage, "don't trust one" hehe

It's terrible.

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Maybe..

I don't really know.

I should be very patient with the guy.

He's alerted and aware and knows things most likely won't work out now.

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7:30 PM (b)

Choosing a Direct Conversation Before Blocking a Friend

7:30 p.m. (b)

I'll avoid unfriending and blocking him myself.

Because you should speak to him and say it to his face or send that book over first.

Because you've already agreed to do so.

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7:30 PM (c)

Wanting a Future Without Someone After Feeling Neglected

7:30 p.m. (c)

I'll probably be cool for now.

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For the reasons presented.

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I asked him very clearly once.

That's the way they do stuff.

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7:30 PM (d)

Giving Up on a Relationship and Business After Years Without Income

7:30 p.m. (d)

It's best for me to just give up.

There's no point continuing.

There's no income at all.

There's been nothing but problems.

We don't need this.

And we could do something else.

I warned him abundantly.

There's like 100s of warnings over many, many months.

I'm just going to tolerate and be a bit patient without acting rashly.

There is full transparency from my end.

Everything is open for viewing.

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He's 50 something

He's 60 in 5 years, 70 in 15

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7:45 PM

Getting Dinner and Trying to Be More Patient

7:45 p.m.

I'm going to get my dinner.

I think I'll be a bit patient.

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I should be a bit more patient.

The guy now understands.

9:00 PM

A Used Fork, Mirtazapine and Choosing Forgiveness

9:00 p.m.

I'm going to be positive. I had my dinner. My mum used a used fork to serve, which disgusted me although she argued that she used it to collect on noodle on one end. I felt sick and left after eating what I served properly. It's not a big deal. She often eats my leftovers and used cutlery.

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This guy is now probably alarmed and I should stop this. He deserves to stay. He built everything here. I think that it is worth forgiving and not blaming him unfairly. I guess, going something bad is a 7 to 10 offense. Doing something wrong is a 1 to 6 offense. But doing nothing is also 3 to 6. But also quantum 0 or 1. Because they didn't do anything wrong.

This data recovery fee is a relatively fair rate. I should be patient. Find a way to earn or wait on people to pay Daminda Niroshana.

I think I'm likely angry in general.. I wasn't this angry when the laptop was available or the data was recovered. I should be emotionally intelligent and conscious. And also be patient in general. Things will likely work out.

Let's be cool

I think writing, selling a book for politics is probably the best way forward.

9:30 PM

Playing Prison Architect and Hoping to Earn $1,000 Monthly

9:30 p.m.

Watching Prison Architect

I like this game a lot...

All about strategy

I feel much better now

Going to sleep.

Things will work out when I earn

$0 to $1,000 per month

10:00 PM

Feeling Depressed, Angry and Ready to Sleep

10:00 p.m.

10:00 PM (b)

Feeling Fine Again

10:00 p.m. (b)

I feel fine now.

10:30 PM

Missing Exercise, Grooming and Cooling My Anger

10:30 p.m.

I didn't do my 11 minute elliptical machine run for 2 days. I'll do it the day after ████████. I'm feeling much better now.

I cut my nails and beard with my trimmer. ████████████████████ Lehara and late dad's ████████. I think Udesh Dharmadasa also is on ███. I think Raeqa Abdulhusein is ███ or something. I remembered cause around the same time of year.

I'm not angry at this fellow as much. I think he's pretty innocent. He didn't do anything was wrong. I'm sure they're all interested in solving this mess soon.

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