Calling the Diary Art While Arming the Whole Country

January 11, 2023

The day starts by defending Captain's Log as a work of art meant to entertain and provoke, then swings into school menus, mass gun ownership through national service, reserve-force drills, SSD recovery logistics, and one more attempt to turn the diary into propaganda people will pay for.

12:45 PM

Sharing a Video

https://youtu.be/p35A583Ohvs

Hidden

1:45 PM

A Wedding Invitation, Political Suspicion and Old Pranks

1:30 p.m.

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I mean you can ask her. You can see for yourself. You should ask for a copy of her calligraphy and handwriting. You can see for yourself. It's a very specific thing for me to bring up, because I believe it's true.

I'm quite competitive. I've got the competition in me like Daniel Plainview. But I want everyone else to succeed.

I have since improved my own handwriting.

My handwriting is very clear.

I'll write something soon and show off my handwriting which is very good now.

I don't know.

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And besides

This confession has meant nothing

As Patrick Bateman wisely put it

I think Ashwini has also asked my mum, so i can't really say no this time

Sigh

1:45 PM (b)

Denying Association With a Flat-Door Toilet-Paper Prank

1:45 p.m.

I think ████████████████████████████████ have toilet papered Eleanor's flat door or something wrong like that.

I have no clue

Haven't the faintest idea

I generally "don't associate" █████████ like this who are meant to be vagrants of the house of morality, who behave that way.

Hidden

2:00 PM

Alienware Prices, School Grades and Depression Treatment

2:00 p.m.

I'm very impressed that my mum can buy me an Alienware laptop.

If it was Rs 500,000 we could buy it.

But because of Gotabaya Rajapaksa's mismanagement of the economy and Ranil Wickramasinghe's government ban on buying laptops or computers apparently:

The price is of Alienware is up to Rs 880,000.

Well, the Alienware I want.

The x17 r2.

Aluminium chassis...

I remember Daya Gamage and Anoma Gamage got Chamindra aiya an Alienware laptop for getting great grades..

Many As for O Levels or something

I also got several As and Bs for O Levels

I just never went to school

I had like 10 percent attendance in school

I think I had trouble in A Levels too

No such luck as well, I got 2 Fs for maths as I couldn't learn anything being so depressed, but I got B for business and C for economics

My school attendance was 10% or less

I wasn't diagnosed properly or prescribed properly in Sri Lanka

These local doctors aren't trained properly

They can't even identify depression

But in Singapore I was treated for depression with Mirtazapine

My grades improved suddenly

I don't believe anyone will tolerate a Sajith Premadasa government because he wouldn't be able to run our economy right

People here have standards now

2:45 PM

Failing to Find Something While Browsing Carefully

2:30 p.m. (d)

I tried to find this, but couldn't. I'm more careful browsing on my phone.

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4:00 PM

Financing Locally Made Rifles With Interest-Free Gun Loans

3:45 p.m.

4:30 PM

Posting a Smiley Face

4:15 p.m. (c)

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4:30 PM (b)

Calling Saint Lehan the Best Presidential Candidate

4:30 p.m.

Saint Lehan Edirisinghe is the best possible Presidential Candidate for Sri Lanka.

Lehan may be the right man, but he's also the right man for the job.

😇

4:30 PM (c)

Arguing Popularity Matters More Than Aptitude

4:30 p.m. (b)

It's not about aptitude

It's the way you're viewed

So it's very, very shrewd to be:

Popular-->

Like me.

5:30 PM

Encouraging Someone Not to Give Up on Themselves

5:15 p.m.

I know you're scared

And your pain is imperfect

But don't you give up on yourself.

I've heard a story

A girl, once told me:

That I would be happy again.

Matthew 8:23-27

8:45 PM

A Future Bunker, Data-Recovery Mistakes and Learning Not to Trust

8:30 p.m.

I guess eventually I'll need a big bunker for myself. Then I'll be feeling safe.

No need to be angry at Jonathan Hirshon. I think that he's not seen a problem or the problems that would occur like I have. So that isn't that bad. He's wounded me, let me down, but that is fine.

I think Daminda █████████ or Barclay's Computer Shop were mistakes. Very serious mistakes. Because I shouldn't have ever gone to them in the first place. I think I trust people and try to help people too much and that ends up causing severe harm to myself too much. I made that pricey mistake with ███████. When I try to help people everything always goes wrong. Because that's the way it is. I should change my good nature and refuse to help openly as a default response or answer, but instead only offer openness, transparency and leadership in creating real opportunities, where people can earn..

I think that the lesson I should learn is not to go to Sri Lankan businesses or entrust the people because they've destroyed their own reputation by themselves. When the people vote they are Gotabaya Rajapaksa, then they must ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ That is the real toll or price that people must pay when voting now..

And even if Daminda █████████ hasn't stolen. It doesn't matter. Because what is wrong here is the opportunity allowed for them to hurt me, what I'm angry at Jonathan Hirshon for is allowing these people to harm me.. that's what I don't like. It's that they've put me in such a bad position, in such a bad situation without taking any corrective actions for many months, and putting me in a bad spot where I get attacked.

Hidden

9:15 PM

Waiting for Mirtazapine and Asking Jonathan to Leave

9:15 p.m. (b)

My mum will get the Mirtazapine. She's away. I think she's returning now.

I'm sick of her. She has stupidly asked for all that responsibility without even the most basic financial delegation, because she doesn't know how to lead. She's lead us down to the dumps and we're paying.

I'm extremely angry at this Jonathan for refusing to do anything. So I'm wondering why he's even in my life? If he's not doing anything and can't be useful, then he should just leave. He doesn't need to even understand why. That is a simple enough explanation.

Him refusing to take action is enough of a reason for him to leave.

What was he expecting?

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9:45 PM

Management Games, Government Advice and Severe Burnout

9:15 p.m. (c)

Nothing was written

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9:45 p.m.

I think this Charlie Pryor does a great job at management games.

I'll likely hire him as an advisor for our government as well.

There's this bus service manager, this airport manager, etc.

Interesting stuff.

I guess our team can do it.

Gunsmith is another fun one.

Academia is another fun game for schools.

Two point hospital for healthcare

Many farming games and food games

Chef restaurant tycoon

Weed inc or something for drugs

I feel severely depressed and unwell right now

Just such a bad burn out

I need to get my dinner

I'm very depressed right now.

10:00 PM

Tracking Construction Progress and Simplifying Farm Investment

10:00 p.m.

I should get moving, see what's happening, get food and stuff.

I was studying stuff.

I think when we do construction. We should show what the before or present stage is. What we want to do. Then show progress pictures and final outcome pictures.

I think that we should make it super simple for people and for entities like schools to buy plots of farm land and to pay farmers and to buy or sell crops or products..

We're working on that..

The sovereign wealth fund will be configured to allow for all of this.

10:30 PM

Joking About Pauline Crying Over Bad Cheese and School Menus

10:30 p.m.

JOKING ABOUT CHEESE:

I knew there was something wrong with Pauline Weiss..

She had this stupid cheese, which tasted awful on bread, I spat it out politely, threw it in the bin, reviewed it as "yuck" and left.

She started to cry

Sob sob

I was feeling quite pissed off at how much of a little overly emotional person she is

She was wailing and everyone looked down on me for being an honest food critic

And then she was suicidal and they had to remove her and throw her someplace else

That's what happens when you have French school menus

Yuck

Nobody will ever change my school lunch menus

10:30 PM (b)

Defending the Fast-Food School Menu and Coca-Cola

10:30 p.m. (c)

You be grateful you FPOS that I have given you Pastamania and Taco Bell which has some nutritional options or whatever

Be grateful

That is the key here

Gratitude will help you

If it was up to me, we'd have Franklin's BBQ every friday or whatever on weekends

Don't forget that

Don't try that rice and curry S with me!

I'm very happy with my personally selected school lunch menus which I myself would be more than happy to enjoy

With a nice BIG, LARGE size, glass of Coca Cola, which is the best drink in the world.

Hidden

10:45 PM

Favourite Chinese and Singaporean Pork, Duck and Chicken Dishes

10:30 p.m. (d)

Jack I really like Chinese food.

My favourite is Bah Kut Teh pork, with Chinese herbs like ginseng..

I really like the Pork Chinese New Year style, which is sugary.

I love those pork ribs.

I love Peking Duck, with hoisin sauce, and i.. yes, i add the cucumber too to my pancake. I enjoy it so much..

I liked it in Peach Valley. I enjoyed it in Singapore with my mum.

I think I loved the Singapore Hainanese Chicken Rice with black sugary hoisin sauce

I love Singapore Bacon Bakkwa

It's my favourite treat

I also like roast goose

11:15 PM

Pizza, Sri Lanka’s Debt and Reassessing Jonathan’s Inaction

11:00 p.m.

I'm starving. Getting some pepperoni pizza. I should be positive.

I think things are going okay.

I think when I earn just a little income compared to nothing, I'll be fine.

I think it's fair for me to say, and most people accept that I was attacked, betrayed and nearly killed by the people of Sri Lanka, as most people also suffer here..

And that we retaliated, we collaborated and successfully took down the government because we couldn't survive here.

Question: if we had successfully contracted business from 2017 to 2022, would we have toppled the government?

Answer: No.

We toppled it.

It's easier for me to manage or lead many people

It's harder for me to work with small people or do small stuff that doesn't matter

That's just the way it is.

I think now, China is countering with some help, that BlackRock should pay or lose some returns for the high interest they charged owing to the risk they held in investing here...

China also needs to restructure

I think Larry Fink is easier for me to deal with, China is a lot harder

So I'll side with ISB holders..

These Chinese loans were too dangerous. It's because we lost money on that. That's why.

These caused severe problems.

I should be positive. I think Jonathan has learned a lot. I don't have to hate on him. He made a simple error of omission. He isn't a good leader. He is a good team player though. I never communicated or contacted any requests to him. He never took any initiative or acted responsively.

We should be positive.

My brain must be depressed.

I hate it here and my family and my mum.

They haven't got me the Mirtazapine I need to sleep, so she's probably been brought up in Sri Lanka, so she's abusive and wants to hurt me or something, that's why, she isn't educated, properly, so doesn't know what depression is, this is a horror story.

I think too much power was given to Jonathan, he was given too much responsibility and he couldn't deal with it or handle anything. He sort of juggles too many commitments. He's all about this time slot scheduling, 30 minutes, 30 minutes company A or B, or Person 2 is 1 hour.. that's the way he works, strong work ethic from his dad, works like a machine...

I guess I didn't even add anything to his to do list or show the seriousness needed.

Or I sound very cool when I'm being super serious. It's disturbing. I am self aware of it. I sound very unemotional when I discuss or talk about or do serious stuff. I have very little or no emotion. But not like those catatonic patients, I am more like, I don't f***ing care type. Or you died, or oh you killed yourself. I guess, I would respond, blend in, and act like I'm supposed to. But I honestly wouldn't care because I just don't.

I think having been damaged so badly, at so young an age, I sort of have that quality. It's something every leader develops.

12:00 AM

Choosing Chamath to Lead the Sovereign Wealth Fund

11:45 p.m.

I think Chamath Palihapitiya should be the chairman of our Sovereign Wealth Fund, but as Finance (also Economy) Minister, that seems a bit of a stretch.

I still think it's worth it. Or else, make him the deputy chairman. Have Warren Buffet or Ray Dalio as chairman. Or Tharman or Dilhan Sandrasegara could do it.

I'm not taking up any of those posts.

I think for me, executive president, commander in chief, supreme governor of Theravada Buddhism, police commander, lord chief justice, and first lord of the treasury, is enough. That's anyway what the head of state needs to handle.

But chief justice will be Hornik.

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Uhh

I think Sandberg will be 2nd Baronness of the Treasury and Chamath, as finance minister will be running it as chancellor of the exchequer. We could I guess, ask him to be chairman of SWF.

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Jim Robinson will do this BOSL. But it's going to soon be too small for him. It'll grow, and then 2030, he will leave. As there are much bigger banks to lead. He's only doing it for a big page in history and his final chapter.

Sovereign wealth fund. I don't want and can't do this myself. Not because I don't know, which I don't know. And not because there are better people. But because I can't juggle that glass ball too.

I think we'll draw too much fierce criticism if Chamath Palihapitiya does SWF.

Best to give it to

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All his years.

That's why.

We can put Warren or Ray. But I nominate Chamath, and he should just do it. There is a very serious dearth of ability, and it's worth them running it..

Warren is the best man for it.

I'm getting sleepy.

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But I feel sleepy.

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Or something.

I think I can stay up doing something.

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Queue the beautiful Ennio Morricone The Hateful Eight soundtrack

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I love my Norwegian Jonathan..

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