The day begins with outrage that powerful men are acting as if paying Easter victims is optional, then widens into budgets for religious protection, foreign-ministry reshuffling, music, and a tentative effort to stop living...

A planning-heavy day about whether to buy the Dell Precision, the Inspiron, or the cheaper MacBook, wrapped inside a much bigger economic argument about low taxes, market access, IMF pressure, globalist capitalism, and what...

A New Year's Day about ending the old Captain's Log label, splitting the diary from the political product, working out logins and monetization, comparing MacBook and Dell options, and treating the whole project as...

Played Avicii and Kanye while sorting famous faces, then mocked “fair fight” logic and planned a George Washington–style portrait look

A dream about Buddhism opens into a long page about divided faith, revenge on James and Ayeshah, complex PTSD, anorexia, Sri Lanka's corrupt culture, and Thilanga's reputation, before Gangs of London leaves the night...

The day starts with website redesign, a letter to Babette Rothschild, and mercy toward a former employee, then widens into Richard de Zoysa, Premadasa, ETI, Deepa, and the argument that Sri Lanka keeps rewarding betrayal,...

A promising CTO conversation sat beside heavy Mirtazapine sedation, depression, hurt, and distrust, so the day reads like hope and collapse sharing the same cramped space.

I wrote this day in a blur of heat, insomnia, food obsession, drug talk, and Trump-era self-mythology, with the whole thing reading like overstimulation trying to pass for momentum.