1:00 a.m.
I had to remove Benny █████. He is a good guy. I went to the Havelock City Pastor/ Prophet Jerome Fernando's Kings Revival Church service. Benny spoke to me, he reads stuff I write, he wanted to do a deal as he wanted to supply packaging for chicken products. He is a friendly guy, but I do not wish to stay friends.
I do not feel safe. I believe the fewer people in my life, the better, the safer and happier I feel. It is a very ugly world, the people in life are disgusting, they often only seek to find some way to hurt or injure you. This is why the fewer the better for me. Most of these people who show up, they only seek to cause pain to you.
I also have to remove Chanaka ████████ ███████████████████. He is a policeman. His father is the deputy superintendent of police force SL. But I mean, I have already given up on SL. I do not have any part in my brain, life or mind or heart or soul that really has any confidence or hope, it is full defeatist.
I want to stay at a distance. Chanaka's friends, they are not my friends, they do not like me. The vast majority of people, if you look at Mark Zuckerberg or Sheryl Sandberg, or any famous person, the 99% of comments are harsh, bitter and negative. Those people are jealous of the 0.001% that succeeded.
These people around me, most of them, they have contempt towards me. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
