The First Long Scroll

January 1, 2020

<p>The origin year: running loops, TV glow, chess wins, ramen nights, business daydreams, and the first proof that ordinary days could turn into addictive reading.</p>

1:30 PM

Pablo ██████ — 'To the whole world Jonathan Hirshon might be just one person, but to people who love you, you might just be the whole world.'

7:15 PM

SATURDAY, DECEMBER 19, 2020

2:30 a.m.

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Everyone told me to be strong

Hold on and don't shed a tear

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2:15 p.m.

I'm not feeling well. I'll soon go get lunch. I'm experiencing terrible flashbacks and anxiety surrounding that████████████(a disturbed, spiteful attacker with terrorist sympathies).██████████████████████████████████████████████████

3:30 p.m.

I dunno where I get these stupid wicked ideas. I'm happy I don't take them seriously. It's good to be honest about how stupid some of my ideas are.

I had lunch with Anusha Loku Ammi, Jayantha Loku Thathi and Ramani Gunadasa Loku Ammi and Pinky akki and Amila aiya and their tiny baby. I had pineapples and mango and love cake.

It's a beautiful day. I saw our parrots, we did our dance. I'm waiting to see Thilanga uncle to figure out what to do with our deals.

This ██████ Perera is suggesting that US companies be blacklisted and we switch to Russian and Chinese partners, especially Russian, but I have a bad gut feeling against the Russians and Chinese, I love America and I have confidence that things will work out.

4:00 p.m.

██████████████████she just begged for a job, saying she can't survive, crying over the phone, saying that she's got mutual friends, knows people, just wants a chance to survive, then saying that her husband's gay cause she looked through his phone and made up all sorts of lies, ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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4:15 p.m.

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5:00 p.m.

6:30 p.m.

I don't want to partner Russians or Chinese. I don't want money. I want and need to build technology.

That's only possible with US companies. I need to learn and partner, we can't trust█████████████████████████████.

It's a bad situation, you can't trust US firms either, they most likely will betray us, they're the enemy of the Rajapaksa family.

Best to control the situation, try play all sides, learn, build and offer a new solution.

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7:30 p.m.

I'm watching The Mandalorian. I love it. I was confused whether it was before or after Star Wars as people kept saying Baby Yoda. But it's after Star Wars. Groggo is adorable.

I did an interview of some poor innocent lady, I advised her. Our company is getting more and more aggressive and ruthless, secretive, selective and better.

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Ali Sabry is a good man, it's not only wicked and wrong to racially judge him as a Judas, it's also plain stupid because he's helping our Sinhalese.

9:45 p.m.

I went to Cargills Food City Ward Place. The Uber driver Chanaka was friendly, he complained that the guy who replaced my cousin Koshi in an electorate, representing Thilanga uncle has not properly distributed some goods, which was sad to hear.

I bought some Maggi from the supermarket. I kept it in a storage bin I bought from Lady J, it's got flower designs, they didn't have any with guns and bomb designs for me. I very sadly get the vibe these people in Sri Lanka don't believe cooking is a manly pursuit.

I never went there again.

Apparently, Hasanga is going to get engaged to some girl I know and don't really like hehehe.. hee hee hee

I like my plastic storage circular cylindrical box, which I don't like to call a bin. It appears to be air tight, that means these blasted ants can't steal my Maggi like they stole last time in retaliation for how I Joshua killed a lot of them for fun that one time

7:30 PM

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8:15 PM

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8:15 PM (b)

Troy Billett here are some likely customers for you... You should try to expand Off Grid Boxes to offer modular solar, power battery storage/ banks, water purification/ desalination and perhaps advanced farming solutions such as advanced drip irrigation as these will be likely to help customers... In case the opportunity arises you can simply organise bigger electricity, water or farming projects, besides Off Grid Boxes because your vision will evolve from simply creating a way to emergency save people to working with governments to reach their developmental goals.

9:30 PM

Hey -- you there!

Yes, you.

Are you feeling sad because you can no longer use 10% plus of your brain because you're already using close to 100%?

Well, don't fret, I've got good news for you..

If you're serious about getting super human powers, all you need to do is..

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9:30 PM (c)

SUNDAY, DECEMBER 20, 2020

7:00 a.m.

"Chadu's Place Dream"

I had a strange dream I cannot remember. I remember I was in Jagath uncle's house, it was most likely some kind of event for Chadu. I saw a lot of our age friends. I opened a fridge (it was next to the tv, it should be in the pantry kitchen area), fridge was not where it was supposed to be, the fridge door magically disappeared. I couldn't tell I was dreaming.

I remember frantically trying to fix it but couldn't find a fridge door. It felt cold standing in front of it. I moved around, I was in the 2nd storey floor, not the 1st or ground floor, which is understandable. It was a bizarre dream. I saw a lot of people, Jagath uncle and Samantha nandi walked past, they were all indifferent, I saw them all, including the guests, making a big line to go to the room behind the pantry area.

It was as though the food was there, which isn't possible, as that's a dead end. I know that the dream was a lot longer, a lot of things happened, it feels like the dream lasted for hours, I had a conversation, I can't remember who among my friends was present, I could during the dream remember their faces and name them, but now, I label them as friends only. I was magically transported up or down maybe.

I can't remember climbing the stairs. At the same time, I can't recall climbing the stairs in real life. It feels like the part where I travel in a vehicle, it's a blur, an hallucinatory hallucination as it were, I often get stoned with my cousins, they often drop me home, the dropping home part, as I'm so stoned, I can't understand, your consciousness is sort of influenced, so you feel like you're dreaming while awake on drugs.

I guess, soft drugs like weed marijuana might have that effect. But drugs like magic mushrooms, ayahuasca or lsd will be a lot more profound. I woke up twice. I couldn't understand or process things. I ate some Maggi noodles and broth I made last night, I should buy the chicken flavoured bouillon cubes.

I didn't brush my teeth. The 60 mg of Mirtazapine was too strong, I was inebriated completely, couldn't even wash my bowl after eating. I touched the bowl when reaching out for my water bottle to drink water, my mouth and throat were severely dried out. Maybe because of the air conditioning.

7:15 a.m.

I dunno. It's a very hot and humid country. I have to constantly be in my boxers, it's otherwise too hot. It's boiling. In Lady J, last night, they had no air conditioning at all. It was boiling. The people working there were very weird as well. They seemed hostile. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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7:30 a.m.

I just remembered, I had a conversation in my dream with some people, I was telling them that "Great Wall food is like my home food". It's what we're used to. If I were to eat Chinese food overseas, I'll think of home. During university time, I ate Chinese food, I felt at home.

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9:30 a.m.

I'm getting hungry and thirsty for coffee. We have terrible instant coffee at home. The coffee here is terrible. I'll get food.

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I want to partner both USA companies and Chinese Russians to build better technologies.

10:00 a.m.

My internet has run out. My sister and brother use too much Netflix and YouTube which I never use. I don't have Netflix. I download overnight. Hmm.. I'm going to watch The Mandalorian and something else after that. I'm the least bit concerned at all. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ ████████████████████████████████

1:15 p.m.

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