I Wanted to Terraform the Moon While Watching the Outbreak

January 27, 2020

I let myself swing from moon-terraforming fantasies to outbreak logic and bunker-style thinking, using imagination and planning to answer a day full of rising threat.

Lim Guan Seng

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Yes, the common flu kills a lot of people. It's just, I was taught to be cautious, we need to control the damage before it gets out of hand la

Think about the little India riot! They went crazy. A small thing, or a big deal, instead of being managed -- it caused a major riot.

Singapore panicked when we had the smog, but that went away. In this case, if everyone in Singapore gets infected, at a death rate of 2%, that's close to 5mn x 0.02 = ~ 100,000 deaths.

We gotta see those problems before they happen.

D:'

Mon 27 Jan

5:30 p.m.

It sucks. It's kenjataimu. I didn't particularly like them.

I think I'll do my electronics Sabbath thing where I don't use electronics on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Just in case Muhammad, Moses and Jesus were all right.

6:15 p.m.

I'm tired. I'm going to take a shower or something to freshen up. Then eat something. Actually, first I'll do some elliptical machine running. First ice cream, then run, then shower, then TV and then dinner and then pop Mirtazapine and sleep.

I think my new homie Sohli, who's way cooler than all the rest of my snake ██████████ friends because he's a Freemason like me, he sort of just wanted to know how to pay his subscription fee. I dunno. I think he may have wanted to pay my fees too. I like him. I know everyone in the country, he's one of my favourite people.

7:30 p.m.

I did 20 minutes, give or take a few minutes, take* a few minutes, of elliptical machine running. I had a good run. I took a shower in hot water. I'll shave my beard tomorrow. I have an important meeting with Dialog Axiata PLC tomorrow. I'm tired after my shower.

I'll quickly eat dinner, which I think is Mango Tree's rotti, my favourite paneer tikka masala cottage cheese and butter chicken. I'll just go to sleep with my ███████████. I had a chat with Anil from Arxan, in the morning, they can offer global security operations centre support from India, but they just have 50 people -- I doubt they can do it as well as my ███████ friends in the US. I'm sleepy.

I'm constantly riveted with flashbacks. Now I'm okay. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████I believe in technology and I think these are good things that happened in the past, so I can avoid similar problems in the future.

7:45 p.m.

I miss Mikey De Alwis. I miss my old friends. I just miss the good times. I think the best days of my life are always ahead of me. I'll do better and better. Plus, I'm having fun. I think I need to do something to treat PTSD and then reduce my dependency on Mirtazapine. It's very potent and sedates me all the time. I need to try use Thilanga uncle to sweeten my Dialog deal.

8:30 p.m.

I'm going to watch Fear The Walking Dead finale and then sleep. I loved the Mango Tree food we had. It was amazing. I found a few hairs in the food though. The naan rotti was charred and the cottage cheese was large.

9:00 p.m.

John Dorie and June get married. June looks and really reminds me of Sarah . I'm so sleepy.

9:15 p.m.

Omg the Fear The Walking Dead season 5 ending is so stupid. I hate cliffhangers. I think I liked Morgan, and if he dies, I'll lose interest in the series. I'm going to sleep soon.