I Watched Laptop Failure and Profit Ambition Turn Friday Sharp

March 6, 2020

A broken laptop, stalled repairs, candidate calls, porn relapse, and profit planning made the day feel sharp and messy, with me trying to stay future-focused while everything practical kept snagging.

Fri 6 Mar

10:00 a.m.

I'm working. I'll try to go get my laptop fixed up today. I think either the memory or RAM stick or maybe I guess, the processor is damaged and needs replacement. I hope my important files are still there. I need to start backing up.

10:15 a.m.

I called Softlogic to try get a hold of Ashok Pathirage uncle to support us with NDB. I think he's busy. I spoke to receptionist Michelle, but PA Rhonda is not responding. We'll keep trying.

1:00 p.m.

I spoke to Shanya, Shamil Mendis' secretary. I want his leadership skills for doing a project overseas with Dialog Axiata. He's back next week's end. So, probably around 16th Monday. I think that the best way to do business is to be honest. I'm not the best manager in the world, but I'm humble enough to admit and seek help.

3:15 p.m.

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3:45 p.m.

I think it doesn't really seem like a big deal anymore. I'm not sure what's going on today. I think we need to get meetings with customers. I spoke with Terance Francis about NDB. I want to get registered over there.

4:00 p.m.

I think that anybody who needs to use alcohol or tobacco is really, really sad. It's so sad. They're poisoning themselves. They're destroying their lungs like Upali Wijewardena, Upali Dharmadasa uncle or UK Sharma uncle. People who drink are destroying their kidneys or livers, I don't know. It's so sad.

7:15 p.m.

Sigh. I'm so high on the dopamine from jerking off. I had two sips of my Oban single malt whiskey as well. It's almost over. I feel really good.

████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I think that would make my high even higher. I think my liking p***y is the understatement of my life. I emailed Simran Kaur. I don't think I can think straight. These girls are the real psychopaths..

8:30 p.m.

I'm so tired. I'm going to get dinner and call it a night. I'm so tired. I'm hungry. I wonder what's for dinner. I wish I was in England or Singapore, a lot of nice girls.

9:00 p.m.

I'm going to go to sleep early. I'm very sleepy. ██████████████████████ I had 4 or 5 slices of bread with butter and fish. I ate with my mum. I like the taste of butter. I think because I'm so skinny, I can afford to eat anything. I'm getting Rs 20mn this year 2020. Or more. I'll buy food to eat while expanding my business. I want BBQ. I'll do a BBQ restaurant.

9:30 p.m.

Rs 20mn isn't that much profit. But it's a lot of money. It's my first profit. I think Alpex Marine only makes Rs 100mn profit out of the Rs 1bn revenues. Or something. I remember the profit was Rs 100mn. I think I'll carefully, frugally invest my Rs 20mn or Rs 10mn again and again. I want to multiply my money.

I think eventually, by let's say 2025, I'll be making Rs 100mn LKR profit or more. Maybe Rs 500mn profit even by 2025. I think my father would be very proud of me. I give so much of myself, I do so much for others, I have 10 CSR projects, I have so much vision for my people and I'm just so truthful, reliable and loyal.

My 2020 revenue at Cyberspace Command is Rs 118mn only so far. My profit is about Rs 20mn only. I'll work on increasing this. I've got 7 account managers. I'm doing projects with every single enterprise customer. When I do armaments and alcohol, it's going to double or triple. I want money.

Maybe I can run Janaka aiya and Chandrasiri Mayakaduwa uncle's 150+ acres of prawn farms too -- which they stopped ███████████████████████████████████ I want to make my country a perfect first world nation. I want my country to be an advanced, high tech nation.

I'll finish what Upali Wijewardena started.. It's my dream that keeps me alive (Sammy Davis Jr.) In 2018, 2019 (current year, the year 2020 or 3rd year only starts on the 3rd of July 2020), i didn't make diddly squat. I didn't make any money. I'm thankful I'm making something this time.

I'm grateful I can expand overseas into all Axiata operations in the region. I'm having a lot of fun. I can do anything. I can do a free women's sanitary napkins or pads service to make sure everyone gets a free pamper. I can teach people to make and distribute these everywhere.

Fri 6 Mar

8:00 p.m.

Exhibit 6. Love of My Life

Miss March was one of my favourite movies. But I mean, the seasons and months and years all just come and go. You always like a new girl. It just doesn't last. There's just no such thing as a "love of my life"..

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I love Queen, I love Freddie Mercury -- he's a hero to me. Freddie reminds me of my dad with his moustache hehe. I miss my dad.. I was the love of his life. I'm sure. I don't know. Don't care.

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Songwriters: Freddie Mercury

Love of My Life lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

https://youtu.be/v3xwCkhmies

Fri 6 Mar

9:45 p.m.

Exhibit 7. Music of my Soul:

(Good G-d! Just look at these lyrics and verses? What brilliance!)

Whether I'm right or whether I'm wrong¹

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I gotta be me²⁰

https://youtu.be/rbLlCxK0pHY

2 matched names linked to the Names index.