Tue 4 Feb
1:00 p.m.
I'm going to get up from bed soon. I'm so tired. The Mirtazapine makes me sleep all the time. I wonder if The Apprentice was downloaded fully or not. I'm getting hungry. I wonder what's there for breakfast or lunch* more appropriately. This is why I'm 45 or 47kg, I just don't eat much -- which I need to improve on desperately.
I spoke to Gayan, some applicant for VP Sales, for close to 1 hour. He wants to try work with Commercial Bank. He knows somebody in the marketing department. I told him to try get an appointment with IT. I dunno, I hope he can do it. I'm gonna go get some food. I don't care about money as much as I should--some projects are earning more than enough dough.
I think I only want to expand to 7 countries quickly with Axiata. I need to speak to Thilanga uncle about that. ███████████████████████████████████████████ product of Nalanda███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████he went to London School of Printing and did an executive program at Harvard.█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
2:00 p.m.
People are selling lemonade in The Apprentice. I'm learning a lot watching this show. They separated the teams to boys and girls. I'm enjoying seeing them kill each other. I'm going to wait before calling Thulan Amarasinghe because Dialog Axiata is probably closed for Independence Day celebrations. The American dream started selling lemonade.
3:00 p.m.
I didn't like Dave, the venture capitalist, he was a schmuck. I'm watching episode 2. I love The Apprentice.
3:15 p.m.
Jason is fired for not meeting boss. I always try do deals with the most senior decision makers. You can't do anything with lower level employees. ██████████████████████████████████. Everyone interacts directly with me. I only direct my team. I'm on episode 3 I think. I ate my mum's diabetic ice cream, it's terrible, it has a bad aftertaste.
3:30 p.m.
There's been some kind of password attack on my gmail. I got notified. I'll change the password in like 5 or 12 hours, there's a security delay. I feel hungry but I don't like to buy food using my mum's money. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
3:45 p.m.
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4:00 p.m.
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5:00 p.m.
I think that's it's just a game of musical chairs in my life. I keep pulling chairs. There's less and less people in my life who can read this. It's a merciless process. I ate Teriyaki chicken from Fried House on Uber Eats. I didn't particularly like it. I hated it. I ate everything.
███████████████████████████ I think it's just permanently damaged trust. It's good for me. I think it's good for business. I'm getting sleepy. I'm watching episode 4 of The Apprentice Season 1. I love this show. This man is a legend.████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
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5:15 p.m.
██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I think that it's a Korean restaurant. It's got Korean items. My throat ached a little bit. But I'm sure it's nothing.
5:30 p.m.
I'm enjoying learning from The Apprentice. I'm getting pretty tired. I'm thinking that maybe it's not such a bad thing.█████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
6:00 p.m.
I don't trust them. They're not the kind of people I see in my future. They're not trustworthy. Very working class type -- not leaders. Ready to accept losses or bad things and betray you. I fight for myself, nobody else is going to fight for me -- I must stand up for myself. I just don't tolerate people like them, I'm thinking of cutting out of my life..
7:15 p.m.
████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████. I just don't think they're sensible. I don't think it was correct to try give over control of Cyberspace Command to that girl who blocked me hehe. She had a better education and I realised I was evil. But I dunno. I just don't think so anymore.
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8:45 p.m.
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10:00 p.m.
████████████████████████████████████████I need to get off to focus on work. I'm upset James at BRAVO-CHARLIE is slow. He's not sent over a contract document which he promised to. I dunno. We're stuck with SIERRA in this case. Maybe James is busy or out of office. Not everyone is as efficient as me.
I'm going to sleep soon. I popped Mirtazapine a few hours ago. I think most normal people aren't very quick. They're slow. They're not very fast. That's why I'm doing well, I think. I don't like one of my pillows, it's deflated and shallow and dirty and old. I like the other one.
10:15 p.m.
I'm feeling full after Teriyaki chicken from Fried House. I didn't really eat dinner and I won't. My mum is sleeping. I'm also going to sleep. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
I dunno. Maybe they're just doing their best. It's really ridiculous. I want my company moved to America. It's something I want done. I want Mr Bigman on my board, preferably as an advisor. Maybe i can get Geoff Hancock on my board too. I think Sri Lankan CEOs have a good image because of Chamath Palihapitiya-- and hopefully, me.
