A Faith Dream Opened the Day and Food Politics Closed It Hard

February 28, 2020

A faith-tinged dream opened the day, then it gave way to office calls, porn relapse, British TV, rape-case disgust, and the way food and memory kept trying to soften a pretty bleak emotional state.

8:45 AM

I love Malay and Singapore dishes.. I love bone marrow... nasi lemak, beef rendang, chili crab, etc. I want to develop Sri Lanka into a first world nation fighting over food,██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:45 AM (b)

Fri 28 Feb

8:45 a.m.

I woke up early. I had a strange dream that Satan was after me and I just uttered "I'm washed in the blood of Jesus Christ" and it stopped. Wait, was it the other way around? Did I say, "I'm covered in the light of Satan"?

I don't remember. Just kidding, I think it was definitely the blood of and precious name of Jesus Christ, the son of G-d. I have a meeting at 10:00 a.m. with Isuru Samarage.

7:00 p.m.

Today was a very long day in office. I spoke to Isuru, I hope he delivers. A lot of people are liars, they just waste time. I hope he can deliver by getting meetings with Supun Weerasinghe at Dialog Axiata. I hope we can move forward. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:00 p.m.

I love this British TV show called Happy Valley (2014). It's really clever. I'm enjoying it. I love Britain. I loved my time in England.

9:30 p.m.

I took my Mirtazapine early. I'm getting sedated and drowsy and I can barely stay awake. I'm watching Happy Valley. I'm disturbed by ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I ordered some McDonald's for dinner. I love McDonald's. It's my favourite food. I can eat McDonald's every day. The happiest day in my life was at someone's birthday party at McDonald's Rajagiriya when I was eating birthday cake and -- like omg, there was ice cream inside the cake..!!!

9:15 AM

Mike ████ do you want to get an annoyed, "f*** off" from her?

9:15 AM (b)

Yes, I also think it's a case of 'monkey see, monkey do' -- easily highly impressionable, very insecure evil people only feel alive doing wicked things because they're ready to die or get attention...

9:30 AM

The whole democracy often leads to a mediocre government, which big, hard to manage countries like the US can afford -- sadly with problems like the virus they can pay for it..

1:45 PM